Monday, September 30, 2013

September 30th, 2013 Commentary on Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

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Monday September 30, 2013 
Eucharist, the Sacrament of Communion

Baptism opens the door to the Eucharist.  The Eucharist is the sacrament through which Jesus enters into an intimate, permanent communion with us.  It is the sacrament of the table.  It is the sacrament of food and drink.  It is the sacrament of daily nurture.   While baptism is a once-in-a-lifetime event, the Eucharist can be a monthly, weekly, or even daily occurrence.  Jesus gave us the Eucharist as a constant memory of his life and death.  Not a memory that simply makes us think of him but a memory that makes us members of his body.   That is why Jesus on the evening before he died took bread saying, "This is my Body," and took the cup saying, "This is my Blood."  By eating the Body and drinking the Blood of Christ, we become one with him.

My Commentary:
Within the past ten years or so of experiencing God greatly in my life; there have been some moments at the table that have truly stuck out for me.  That very same late summer of 2003, I would be sponsored to make a Cursillo through the Ecumenical Cursillo Community of Illinois.  The dear friends I had made at my new parish said that I would be truly fed there.  They weren’t kidding!  I don’t know how many of you are familiar with Cursillo retreats but they are comprised of several talks and several opportunities for Worship and Eucharist. 

Nearing the close of the weekend, Pastor Kathy gave a beautiful rollo around GRACE.  She compared God’s Grace to the dust in the air falling all around us, on us and then she presided over the table.  She had a gigantic loaf she consecrated as well as very large chalices of wine for intinction or common cup.  After she said her own beautiful summary of the Words of Institution she began to commune everyone.  Instead of the little dainty pieces that most pastors tear away to spread the bread around… she gave everyone a large piece which took about two bites to finish!  Again the Words said, the voices singing in the background softly I felt tears welling up while I was in the midst of taking in the Lord.  I remember moments like these as if it were yesterday!  This is where we should all aspire to grow faithfully in deeply connecting with the Lord at the table…  For those tears barely holding back were once again Baptismal for me in affirming my spiritual Baptism at the time of my conversion experience earlier that year.

As you see again from the above, the sacraments are very personal to your formation in Christ, through Christ you have new life and under the Cross you live GRACE most profoundly!

God Bless Your Mondays!

Nicole Collins


The digital art below I actually created when I gave my 1st rollo sometime in early 2004~


Sunday, September 29, 2013

September 29th, 2013 Commentary on Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

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Sunday September 29, 2013 
Baptism, a Call to Commitment

Baptism as a way to the freedom of the children of God and as a way to a life in community calls for a personal commitment.  There is nothing magical or automatic about this sacrament.  Having water poured over us while someone says, "I baptize you in the Name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit," has  lasting significance when we are willing to claim and reclaim in all possible ways the spiritual truth of who we are as baptized people.

In this sense baptism is a call to parents of baptized children and to the baptized themselves to choose constantly for the light in the midst of a dark world and for life in the midst of a death-harboring society.

My Commentary:
As I’ve told many people about my conversion experience just a little over ten years ago; the tears I cried at that service were Baptismal.  Why would I have considered them Baptismal?  When God decides to truly reveal something to you that will completely change your life… It was at that moment of hearing His commission to my heart of a new direction for my life that I cried.  The tears flowing over my face, were silent GRACE.  I experienced God’s GRACE entering in most completely into my life and beckoning me to complete obedience as His Disciple.

It’s a shame having grown up so marginally Roman Catholic at best… that there were no childhood memories or awareness for that matter of God’s Prevenient GRACE working even then to Baptismally find and define me.  The only spiritual formation I experienced before my conversion experience was more or less seeking to break away from the spiritual stone which was my art.

As you can see from the above, Baptism is a defining, sacred moment most definitely personal and life shaping!  Infant Baptism is a beautiful experience of commitment for the family but it is only the beginning.  You may never be aware of other Baptismal moments that completely confirm God’s unconditional love and guidance over your life.  You may never have become aware as I had to hearing deeply—God speaking to me as what had happened at that service!  Living in the Light of GRACE grows as your heart, your life transforms, shapes to that of the Lord of your life: Christ Jesus!

God Bless Your Sundays!

Nicole Collins

The digital art below was done around the time of my conversion experience in 2003


Saturday, September 28, 2013

"Humbled Vision" Sermon for Sunday September 29th, 2013

12He said to me, “Do not fear, Daniel, for from the first day that you set your mind to gain understanding and to humble yourself before your God, your words have been heard, and I have come because of your words.”  Setting your mind upon God to gain understanding as well as being, becoming truly humble was just the beginning of the task at hand not just with Daniel but eventually for us all.  With Christ the call to battle is greater, as well as now deals most directly within the heart.  This snippet from Daniel in conversation with the archangel Michael to ready himself to battle the king of Persia sounds almost like a ‘Marvel comics’ action scene where the super-real guardian soldier from the Kingdom comes down in prayer to help Daniel.  God himself or YHWH is distant from us with his delegation of angels at his command.

That’s a hard view for us Lutherans to swallow since we believe in a God that comes down to us…  What today’s lesson from Daniel is leading up to however, is how we view the battle between good and evil.  Where are we in understanding how we are to obediently transform?  Through the light of GRACE as given unto us by the cross of Christ; We are being called to a great spiritual battle and it needs our urgent action NOW not when we feel ready or around our discernment.

The passage in Daniel concludes with a profound image and vision for the future: “2Many of those who sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt.3Those who are wise shall shine like the brightness of the sky, and those who lead many to righteousness, like the stars forever and ever.”  In relating this to us here and now, what could “sleeping in the dust,” mean?  Is it the aftermath of a bloody, exhausting physical battle or is it the clutter of this world, being, as we would hear from Jesus—stumbling blocks in our Spiritual battle to turn the heart to God and defeat Satan’s temptations binding us in slavery?  Shining brightly above and beyond in righteousness means to us through Christ—that GRACE does affect us especially when we take on the challenge.  Taking on the challenge that the battle is ongoing, it is never won by anything we can do, but is won and complete through our Hope, trust and humility in Christ who is the victor over Satan at the end of all things… Is a part of our discipleship journey—whether we like it or not!

This past week I was immersed in a world of Orthodox Lutheran faith as the gathering known as the Society of the Holy Trinity met for their annual general retreat.  Retreat is a funny word for it implies that we are standing back, recharging, refueling to go back out into the world which really I don’t think this gathering was spiritually all about.  We don’t call Sunday mornings, retreats do we?  Sundays are a charge to action, they are discipleship forums to grow together and Go forth living into the great commission… But then as disciples as well, we need to break away from that Sundays’ frame of mind and see every day as actively living GRACE. 

Thinking about St. Michael and all the angels as God’s army of warriors for the Kingdom of God made me remember when I was studying in the Diakonia program before seminary:  “Equipping the Saints for ministry…”  The Word retreat is a misnomer just like Jesus saying to the disciples who had a very hard time understanding exactly what he meant by saying we must be like children again.  We are living in times currently that need us to do everything BUT live in retreat!  We need to hear God’s voice deeply to transform our hearts, crush Satan’s stumbling blocks underfoot and live radically even beyond ourselves in the light of GRACE.  Think for a moment about what equipping the saints for ministry means individually.  It’s not merely a program, a moment in time on a Sunday morning— it is a lifestyle!

Let’s hear Jesus’ “verbal-steamroller” over the disciples’ foolish questions once again: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.4Whoever becomes humble like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. 5Whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me. 6“If any of you put a stumbling block before one of these little ones who believe in me, it would be better for you if a great millstone were fastened around your neck and you were drowned in the depth of the sea. 7Woe to the world because of stumbling blocks! Occasions for stumbling are bound to come, but woe to the one by whom the stumbling block comes! 8“If your hand or your foot causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away; it is better for you to enter life maimed or lame than to have two hands or two feet and to be thrown into the eternal fire. 9And if your eye causes you to stumble, tear it out and throw it away; it is better for you to enter life with one eye than to have two eyes and to be thrown into the hell of fire!”

Yikes!  I wonder how the Apostle who asked that question felt after hearing all of this?  This definitely isn’t the soft-n-fluffy social justice activist Jesus we are engulfed in today’s “post-modern” church culture…  This is a tough, stern Jesus demanding our spiritual transformation—internal GRACE not by external cheap grace activism!  Harsh Words perhaps but they are, as we must realize in becoming like the little children once again… spoken TRUTH from the unconditional Love of God—King of GRACE and sacrificial lamb: Jesus Christ.

Reflecting back upon this week’s retreat; I enjoyed many conversations with many devoted Lutheran pastors.  One conversation I had was in asking why aren’t more seminarians here?  The pastor I talked with believes that most seminaries or “post modern” ones don’t like the Society.  I found that disturbingly hard to believe for why would a community of devoted pastors in true fellowship, sharing their faith be disliked or shunned by some seminaries?!  Our conversation concluded in basically saying that perhaps people are afraid of an empowered community especially since it operates away from the transactional, consumerist, intellectually idolatrous society we are entrenched in. 

This is a culture that has used those stumbling blocks to build and control a great walled fortress to the ruler of this world—Satan.  It is our commission and calling from God here and now to don the “armor of faith” as St. Paul would say, to operating from our transformed hearts and to engage into the battle of tearing down that walled fortress completely and utterly!  Leaving no stone unturned, is the harsh reality of living into our call of discipleship to Jesus.  These stumbling blocks to the faith are intellectual idolatry, greed, indifference—Christ will be the final victor—that is our greatest Hope BUT we must not stand on the sidelines of this ongoing battle.

What Luther has to say in light of it all is this: “What does it mean to have a god? or, what is God? Answer: A god means that from which we are to expect all good and to which we are to take refuge in all distress, so that to have a God is nothing else than to trust and believe Him from the [whole] heart; as I have often said that the confidence and faith of the heart alone make both God and an idol. If your faith and trust be right, then is your god also true; and, on the other hand, if your trust be false and wrong, then you have not the true God; for these two belong together faith and God. That now, I say, upon which you set your heart and put your trust is properly your god.”  Luther also says in light of our stumbling blocks:  “But since the devil's bride, Reason, that pretty whore, comes in and thinks she's wise, and what she says, what she thinks, is from the Holy Spirit, who can help us, then? Not judges, not doctors, no king or emperor, because [reason] is the Devil's greatest whore.”  Some of these harsh words are found in his large catechism as instruction but are coming to the reality of the radical call from God to grow and go under the light of GRACE.

Coming into the reality of understanding, transforming to the radical call from God is a life-long process.  It is a life-long process that needs our constant attention and obedience…  For what if the whole world suddenly did turn away from the temptations of the evil one and lived most truthfully, innocently and Graciously as God’s little children?  We have a humbled vision become reality: the Kingdom of God revealed—ultimate GRACE revealed, lived!
AMEN

Sunday September 29th, 2013; St. Michael & All Angels; Year C; SOLA Lectionary

Psalm 91; Daniel 10:10-14; 12:1-3; Revelation 12:7-12; Matthew 18:1-11             
Nicole Collins


Thursday, September 26, 2013

A Week of True Fellowship & Reflection


Much like how cursillos have had their effect upon me; I couldn't get into reflecting on other things today except for what I experienced the past couple of days at the Society of the Holy Trinity's general retreat.

The theme for this year's retreat was centered around the lost rubric or practice of individual confession in American Lutheranism.  Outside of the fascinating facts and insightful pastoral applications to be noted; what intrigued me the most about it all is the notion of accountability.

Accountability isn't just in relating to our penitent hearts' Gracious beckoning for God to reconcile our sins but also accountability in fellowship as the family--the church.  Accountability in how we care and minister to each other in reconciling and spiritual transformation.

One of the things I have been having an ongoing education of is what orthodoxy and faith really mean in the light of God's GRACE.  Satan has been working over time to paint a picture to the world of polarized political opposites and concerns that are not centered in God's will but the unholy trinity of I, Me and Mine.  What people I feel are truly afraid of however is the uncontrollable power of faith, the awesome beauty of brotherly love and a life unwaveringly committed to Christ Jesus.

This Sunday's coming lectionary is building upon what my heart felt within this wonderful, welcoming community of faithful Lutheran pastors which was GRACE shared in equipping the saints for ministry.  We are both saint and sinner and must never fall away from reconciling our hearts to God for all we do and say together as the Body.

St. Paul's greatest hopes of true koinonia for God's people, the Body, exists here.  There were several opportunities of worship during the retreat where more or less the "why" of worship was the empowered voices of faith vibrating the chapel walls with an energy that feeds the soul.

In short, I am truly grateful for these days as I grow closer to being fully equipped to serve God.  I Thank God for communities like this and the friends I have made--what a Blessing!

God Bless Your Thursdays!
Nicole Collins
Seminarian

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

September 24th, 2013 Commentary on Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

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Tuesday September 24, 2013 
Baptism and Eucharist

Sacraments are very specific events in which God touches us through creation and transforms us into living Christs.  The two main sacraments are baptism and the Eucharist.  In baptism water is the way to transformation.  In the Eucharist it is bread and wine.  The most ordinary things in life - water, bread, and wine - become the sacred way by which God comes to us.

These sacraments are actual events.  Water, bread, and wine are not simple reminders of God's love;  they bring God to us.  In baptism we are set free from the slavery of sin and dressed with Christ.  In the Eucharist, Christ himself becomes our food and drink.

My Commentary:
There are some very universal things Father Nouwen says here that as a Lutheran you can connect to.  Baptism and Holy Communion are not only a means of God coming to us but we understand them as a means of GRACE.  Connecting the sacraments with the Word brings to life within us that transforming process.  It is not only the transformation of the elements themselves but of our hearts turning in faith upon the reception, spiritual connection to GRACE.

Starting last night and going most gloriously for the majority of this week; I will be attending a retreat for the Society of the Holy Trinity.  This is a wonderful ministerium that connects all Lutherans through fellowship, prayer and worship.  Today there will be many opportunities to hear the Word, to truly experience the “Why” of worship and to connect with others, whose faith sings boldly of the GRACE of God working within their lives and ministries.

Getting back to that personal sacramental moment with Baptism and the Lord’s Supper… Water is the fluid of life, it is ever moving, ever changing and being made clean by these waters spiritually does free us from the bondage of sin.  Our lives commission living in the light of GRACE is a reconciling, rejuvenating journey.  The Lord’s Supper feeds us the unconditional Love of God through Jesus.  In Jesus, we reconcile ourselves to respond in obedience to God’s GRACE.  With Jesus building the foundation of love and GRACE in our hearts; we go forth in the world to be the love of God to our neighbor. Under the foot of the Cross, which this meal humbly reminds us, we surrender through transformation to be servant leaders in the name of the one who defeated sin, death and the devil—Jesus Christ.

God Bless Your Tuesdays!  (I know mine has already been greatly Blessed!)

Nicole Collins


Monday, September 23, 2013

September 23rd, 2013 Commentary on Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

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Monday September 23, 2013
The Sacredness of God's Handiwork

How do we live in creation?  Do we relate to it as a place full of "things" we can use for whatever need we want to fulfill and whatever goal we wish to accomplish?   Or do we see creation first of all as a sacramental reality, a sacred space where God reveals to us the immense beauty of the Divine?

As long as we only use creation, we cannot recognize its sacredness because we are approaching it as if we are its owners.  But when we relate to all that surrounds us as created by the same God who created us and as the place where God appears to us and calls us to worship and adoration, then we are able to recognize the sacred quality of all God's handiwork.

My Commentary:
One of the passages in Scripture I have always had a problem with is Genesis 1:26-28. “ 26Then God said, “Let us make humankind in our image, according to our likeness; and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the wild animals of the earth, and over every creeping thing that creeps upon the earth.” 27So God created humankind in his image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them. 28God blessed them, and God said to them, “Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth and subdue it; and have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the air and over every living thing that moves upon the earth.”  It’s not so much obviously with being created in the image of God but the word dominion itself.  Dominion has never shared a clear or positive understanding in relation to our roles within society.  Perhaps the text would have been understood more clearly if steward or stewardship was used instead of dominion? 

We have become so indifferent to creation with nuclear waste dumping, experimenting unethically on animals and riches of the earth, fracking, ocean drilling and what not.  There have been many warnings by genuinely concerned stewards to God’s creation but little has been heeded to.  It was only a few years ago that we saw the non-stop oil spill in the Gulf darkening the sea floor and the very sad and troubling pictures of innocent animals being killed by its toxicity.  Was the plunder worth it all?  A part of our living into the Light of GRACE is hearing God’s Word with a humble and obedient heart.  Perhaps hearing this Word, dominion, again and thinking from the place as truly a child of God… you would know that is meaning stewardship, guardianship of the beautiful and sacred gift of life our Loving and Gracious God bestowed upon the earth.

God Bless Your Mondays!

Nicole Collins


Sunday, September 22, 2013

September 22nd, 2013 Commentary on Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

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Sunday September 22, 2013
The Created Order as Sacrament

When God took on flesh in Jesus Christ, the uncreated and the created, the eternal and the temporal, the divine and the human became united.  This unity meant that all that is mortal now points to the immortal, all that is finite now points to the infinite.  In and through Jesus all creation has become like a splendid veil, through which the face of God is revealed to us.

This is called the sacramental quality of the created order.  All that is--IS sacred because all that is speaks of God's redeeming love.  Seas and winds, mountains and trees, sun, moon, and stars, and all the animals and people have become sacred windows offering us glimpses of God.

My Commentary:
This Sunday’s Nouwen is exceptionally poetic and really truthfully speaks to a way of viewing the world through our personal process of sanctification.  Living in the light of GRACE begins through a process of awareness and transformation.  This process begins as prayerful obedience towards deepening that relationship with Christ.  It is turning towards God through the heart.  It is beginning, through the eyes of GRACE to see life as sacred.  Sacred and sacramental—a weaving of God’s GRACE, our willingness, sacrifice and devotion fine tuning itself to being Christ Centered—To loving God and Neighbor in, with and under the stories/journeys of our lives.

The Kingdom of God is veiled by the efforts of the evil one’s rule upon this world. This rule is fed and encouraged by our idolatry of the self and its accompanying indifference.  The beauty of creation as seen from the eyes of innocence in the beginning before Adam and Eve sinned…  It is still there, and it beckons us to be seen through our open hearts tuning themselves to God’s will, living GRACE!  Jesus said: (Matthew 26-34) “26Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them.  28b…Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin, 29yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not clothed like one of these. 30But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or ‘What will we wear?’ 32For it is the Gentiles who strive for all these things; and indeed your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33But strive first for the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34“So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring worries of its own. Today’s trouble is enough for today.”

God Bless Your Sundays!

Nicole Collins


Saturday, September 21, 2013

"Dust Bowl Grace" sermon for Sunday September 22nd, 2013 Nicole A.M. Collins

There once was a family where both spouses began from very poor means.  The woman’s family were Irish immigrants and her father worked in a steel mill while the mother stayed home and raised her family.  The man’s parents were Polish immigrants and both worked odd jobs to barely survive.  After growing up in the Greaser ‘50’s and moving into 1960’s Chicago; the man became the poster child for building an advertising empire from the ground floor and up!  He did this through surreal expectations upon himself and a lot of blood, sweat and tears.  By the late 1970’s he would win many an award in advertising expertise and be officially considered wealthy.  He and his wife were living the high life, they floated from house to house as well as from car to car.  Life was a blur of acquisition, inebriation, celebration and all things consumable.

Diving further into the couple and the notion of opposites do, indeed attract…  The man you could say did initially begin and did perhaps stay somewhat within an economy of GRACE, truthful righteousness mindset.  His wife however was in her own world— daily baptized in wine and creature comforts gave her the upper hand in manipulating where their lives would lead next.  Ever changing daily were the dollars, ever growing were the acquisitions, debt and scandal… for she grew to neither love the man nor depend upon him really any more.  She simply used him and spent his spirit. 

They are now both elderly and by some unhealthy reason, are still ‘together.’  Their children never really knowing family… had long since been gone.  Their sons on the east coast and their daughters on the west coast… They were geographically as well as spiritually in the middle.  They were in the vast open desert of what became their lives.  They were now living outside of Chicago in a senior high rise where they would wake to see the city skyline.  It was as if they were once again immigrants looking into the sunrise of what they long ago lost.  They weren’t destitute, they had social security and the “artifacts” of their once wealthy past… but they were in the dust bowl.

This is merely a slice from that large American pie so many people grasped for… Was it hopeful expectation or purely satiated greed?  Was this particular family exampled above woven by indifference or were they victims?  These decisions are made by how your heart has built within itself a receptivity to GRACE.

From an excerpt of Luther’s sermon around today’s Gospel, he seems to capture the family’s dilemma: "This godliness cannot be attained by anyone without grace in their heart. If I am to make for myself friends by means of mammon, I must first be godly. For compare these two statements: A corrupt tree cannot bring forth good fruit, and again, a good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit. From which judge for yourself: if I am to do good and give away mammon, I must indeed be first good at heart, for God looks upon the heart, and as he finds the heart, so he estimates our works. This I say, that people should not cram works into the heart, but let the heart first be good through faith, that the works may flow forth, otherwise you do no one any good; for if you have before given a person anything, it did not come from the heart. Hence the conclusion is, that I must first be good before I can do good. You cannot build from without inward, you do not commence at the roof, but at the foundation. Therefore faith must first be present."

Let’s take apart Luther’s statement in light of both the Gospel passage for this week and the story above.  The landowner in the Gospel is more or less the unknowing honest business man who hired and listens to his unscrupulous manager.  The hard working man, in the story I began with, has without question, lovingly listened and heeded to his wife’s every need.  The money in both stories was used to an unprofitable end, truthfully.  There are no righteous people here persay, for both parties could’ve worked out and realized what they were doing was wrong.  The Pharisees in today’s Gospel you could more or less see as how we become self-righteous, self-seeking individuals claiming to be coming from a Godly attitude but it is the furthest thing from the truth!

In continuing the story, those years that the man shed blood, sweat and tears into his business in order to enable his wife’s lifestyle gave him poor health and a blind eye.  This was a blind and unreasonably forgiving eye to his wife’s numerous affairs and neglect of their family.  The bottle was her idol as well as the man’s money.  Their children grew into barren fruit for none of the children have chosen to marry or bring forth grand children.  Their children grew up alone while the ways of the Kingdom of this world were woven and thinly veiled in a love that existed for only one: the man.

To add to the family’s dust bowl reality, they never came to know and develop a relationship with God in their lives.  They were too much into their own lives to find God relevant and vital.  They never heard St. Paul’s wishes bestowed upon the audience of 1st Timothy in order to instruct their lives: “2First of all, then, I urge that supplications, prayers, intercessions, and thanksgivings be made for everyone, 2b…, so that we may lead a quiet and peaceable life in all godliness and dignity. 3This is right and is acceptable in the sight of God our Savior, 4who desires everyone to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth. 5For there is one God; there is also one mediator between God and humankind, Christ Jesus, himself human,6awho gave himself a ransom for all—.”

Would it have made a significant difference in the family’s life together if they were grounded in Christ?  The Pharisees claimed to be the elite religious leaders for YHWH but they were definitely unrighteous on many an occasion. It is almost as if as Jesus claimed in another Gospel, that they never truly heard the Psalmist speak to their hardened and indifferent hearts: “5Who is like the Lord our God, who is seated on high,6who looks far down on the heavens and the earth? 7He raises the poor from the dust, and lifts the needy from the ash heap,8to make them sit with princes, with the princes of his people.”

If we are grounded in God, we are seeing, experiencing and most truly living in the light of God’s GRACE.  Perhaps if the couple gave away their money and lived honestly and truthfully with each other, their family would not be divided.  They would be together where(“) in Christ there is no East or West, in him no South or North, but one great fellowship of love (binding not only their family but everyone) throughout the whole wide earth. In him shall true hearts everywhere their high communion find, his service is the golden cord close-binding all mankind.(”)

Let us Pray:
Gracious and Loving God,
You know the truthful deeds of our hearts
For what is prized by us is most often an abomination to you.
Let us grow together in prayer and Thanksgiving for everyone.
Help us to be transformed by your GRACE
May we grow in humility, honesty, welcome, faith and Love
For we are justified by your GRACE through our faith
AMEN

Sunday September 22nd, 2013; Lectionary 25; 18th Sunday after Pentecost; Proper 20; 
SOLA Lectionary  Psalm 113; Amos 8:4-7; 1 Timothy 2:1-15; Luke 16:1-15





Thursday, September 19, 2013

September 19th, 2013 Commentary on Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

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Thursday September 19, 2013 
Standing Under the Cross

Standing erect, holding our heads high, is the attitude of spiritually mature people in face of the calamities of our world.   The facts of everyday life are a rich source for doomsday thinking and feeling.   But it is possible for us to resist this temptation and to stand with self-confidence in this world, never losing our spiritual ground, always aware that "sky and earth will pass away" but the words of Jesus will never pass away (see Luke 21:33).

Let us be like Mary, the mother of Jesus, who stood under the cross, trusting in God's faithfulness notwithstanding the death of his beloved Child.

My Commentary:
I don’t know how many of you love the processional cross in worship.  Speaking for myself, it has special meaning for the day of my conversion experience some 10 years and 2 months ago; it was a processional cross along with a sending hymn where I heard God’s calling me to ministry.  Each and every week at my husband and I’s new church we get to once again experience seeing the Cross lifted high in Words of prayer and song.  In thinking of the ‘why’ of worship—we need to experience the cross moving into our lives, towering over us with great Love, mercy and GRACE. We need to be reminded that our lives are cross shaped as disciples.  We nurture and grow our individual relationship with Christ (the vertical) and obey Loving God and Neighbor with open hearts and arms (the horizontal).

Taking in the Cross also takes a humbled heart.  A humbled heart comes from growing to begin to understand the magnitude of Christ Jesus’ gift imparted to us all.  He defeated sin, death and the devil through the Cross and the resurrection.  GRACE is the fount of new life showered upon us all.  Holding to living in the light of God’s GRACE as a spiritual discipline will most assuredly be our armor against the darkness and efforts of the evil one.  These things are a must as we grow and go for the sake of the Gospel!

God Bless Your Thursdays!

Nicole Collins

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

September 18th, 2013 Commentary on Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

http://myemail.constantcontact.com/Daily-Meditation--Living-in-a-State-of-Preparedness.html?soid=1011221485028&aid=e6E8QPcxO4Y'

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Wednesday September 18, 2013 
Living in a State of Preparedness

Everything that comes from God asks for an open and faithful heart.  We cannot live with hope and joy in the end-time unless we are living in a state of preparedness.  We have to be careful because, as the Apostle Peter says:  "Your enemy the devil is on the prowl like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour" (1 Peter 5.8).  Therefore Jesus says:  "Watch yourselves, or your hearts will be coarsened by debauchery and drunkenness and the cares of life. ... Stay awake, praying at all times for the strength to survive all that is going to happen, and to hold your ground before the Son of Man" (Luke 21:34-36).  That's what living in the Spirit of Jesus calls us to.

My Commentary:
Praying at all times for the strength of God in order to be able to survive is the best effort to take against Satan. Satan can come enveloped in the greatest temptations, those of “ease, comfort, speed…” He’s done that often enough to us all, luring the vulnerable back down to his Satanic places… where evil people preside.  There’s a bright future ahead if one can only find the straight path.  The path with no lures, no lies, no voices…  There’s a great scene in the Luther flick from about 20 years ago where Luther seems delusional rambling protests against Satan.  He’s in his room, naming Satan and calling him down—his words eventually trample Satan under foot, as where he should be! Those who claim to be leaders of the faith but trample down upon their brother or sister in Christ are working for the evil one.  We have to know where we are at all times as well as who we are.  The Spirit of Jesus carries us when are weak and weary.  He lifts us up when the evil one works through the indifference of others to wound us, try to break our courage to persevere!  Defiance against evil takes prayerful obedience to Christ—may his love be your strength and shield!

God Bless Your Wednesdays!

Nicole Collins

Monday, September 16, 2013

September 16th, 2013 Commentary on Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

http://myemail.constantcontact.com/Daily-Meditation--The-Coming-of-the-Son-of-Man.html?soid=1011221485028&aid=g_lhuJYCPmQ

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Monday September 16, 2013 
The Coming of the Son of Man

The spiritual knowledge that we belong to God and are safe with God even as we live in a very destructive world allows us to see in the midst of all the turmoil, fear, and agony of history "the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory" (Luke 21:27).  Even though Jesus speaks about this as about a final event, it is not just one more thing that is going to happen after all the terrible things are over.  Just as the end-time is already here, so too is the coming of the Son of Man.   It is an event in the realm of the Spirit and thus not subject to the boundaries of time.

Those who live in communion with Jesus have the eyes to see and the ears to hear the second coming of Jesus among them in the here and now.  Jesus says:  "Before this generation has passed away all will have taken place" (Luke 21:32).  And this is true for each faithful generation.

My Commentary:
Nouwen makes a very bold and very dark statement in saying or should I say laying claim that the end-time is already here.  There are also some who claim we are in the time of “tribulation…”  What I have to say to that is what about God’s sense of time—Kairos time?  We cannot personally fathom God’s sense of time since it is multi-dimensional and has no boundaries.  We, are the boundary-makers.  We are also the purveyors of cynicism, the glass half empty and condemnation.   In Luke, chapter 12, Jesus essentially defines God’s sense of timing in metaphor: 35 “Be dressed for action and have your lamps lit; 36be like those who are waiting for their master to return from the wedding banquet, so that they may open the door for him as soon as he comes and knocks.37Blessed are those slaves whom the master finds alert when he comes; truly I tell you, he will fasten his belt and have them sit down to eat, and he will come and serve them. 38If he comes during the middle of the night, or near dawn, and finds them so, blessed are those slaves. 39 ‘But know this: if the owner of the house had known at what hour the thief was coming, he would not have let his house be broken into. 40You also must be ready, for the Son of Man is coming at an unexpected hour.”

Let’s take this apart: The Greek interlinear contextually defines slaves as servants looking to the root of the word for slavery.  The Greek as well talks of expectation in terms of “you think” which transliterated is dokeite—you expect.  Jesus in this particular passage is teaching and reminding his disciples—their humble place in the world as loving God and neighbor through servant leadership as well as he is directing them to be more concerned with the task at hand in order to transform the world.  The moment we fall prey to apocalyptic thinking is the moment we allow Satan’s temptation upon us to drag our hearts down into despair, darkness and eventually death.  The only aspect of today’s meditation I particularly agree with is that our relationship—turning to God, growing our faith in the light of GRACE, illumines those lamps being lit waiting for the Lord to return.
God Bless Your Mondays!

Nicole Collins

Saturday, September 14, 2013

Reigning in the Lost World
I would like to begin with a Scripture reading. Here’s my creative, fused reading of imagining hearing St. Paul’s Letter to the Ephesians & 1 Timothy cross paths in the 21st century!

Ephesians 6:10-20 & 1 Timothy 1:5-17
10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his power. 5But (remember) the aim of such (my) instruction is love that comes from a pure heart, a good conscience, and sincere faith. 11(You need to) Put on the whole armor of God, so that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. (Because) 6Some people have deviated from these (instructions from God) and turned to meaningless talk, (syncretism and globalization) 7desiring to be teachers of the law, without understanding either what they are saying or the things about which they make assertions.12For our struggle is not against enemies of blood and flesh, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers of this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. 8Now we know that the law is good, if one uses it legitimately. (But do we truthfully do that?) 9This means understanding that the law is laid down not for the innocent but for the lawless and disobedient, for the godless and sinful, for the unholy and profane, for those who kill their father or mother, for murderers, 10fornicators, sodomites, slave traders, liars, perjurers, and whatever else is contrary to the sound teaching 11that conforms to the glorious gospel of the blessed God, which he entrusted to me.13Therefore take up the whole armor of God, (gird up for spiritual warfare) so that you may be able to withstand on that evil day, and having done everything, to stand firm. (You need to stand up for your faith!) 12I am grateful to Christ Jesus our Lord, who has strengthened me, because he judged me faithful and appointed me to his service, 13even though I was formerly a blasphemer, a persecutor, and a man of violence. (Christ alone is our only judge) 14Stand therefore, and fasten the belt of truth (being honest and humble) around your waist, and put on the breastplate of righteousness.13b But (remember) I received (as a unworthy gift,) mercy because I had acted ignorantly in unbelief, 14and the GRACE of our Lord overflowed for me with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. 15As shoes for your feet put on whatever will make you ready to proclaim the gospel of peace. (You are being called, LISTEN!) 15The saying is sure and worthy of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the foremost.  16With all of these, take the shield of faith, with which you will be able to quench all the flaming arrows of the evil one. (Satan’s efforts work in even the smallest things…)  17Take the helmet of salvation (for by GRACE you were saved), and the sword of the Spirit (the Holy Spirit works through even you when you hear God), which is the word of God. 18Pray in the Spirit at all times in every prayer and supplication. To that end keep alert and always persevere in supplication for all the saints. 16But for that very reason I received mercy (I didn’t deserve!), so that in me, as the foremost, Jesus Christ might display the utmost patience, making me an example to those who would come to believe in him for eternal life. (We are witnesses; we are disciples—never forget this!) 19Pray also for me, so that when I speak, a message may be given to me to make known with boldness the mystery of the gospel, 20for which I am an ambassador in chains. Pray that I may declare it boldly, as I must speak. 17To the King of the ages, immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor and glory forever and ever. Amen.”

Taking the license to combine these proves a point of the reality of something we don’t think about daily…  This reality is spiritual warfare and this particular excerpt from St. Paul’s letter to the Ephesians is nearly a creedal metaphoric definition of said reality.  1st Timothy’s letter excerpts illumine our calling for acknowledgment of how the Law guides us and leads us to turning to Christ Jesus’ Gospel to reconcile our hearts to the divine GRACE he has given us and thus respond by living in the light of GRACE.

The major themes for this week’s lectionary are righteousness and reconciling relationship with God.  In my pastoral leadership class this past week; Pastor Crain made the most interesting comment that seemed to echo through not only this week’s texts but to the task/ battle that church leaders face.  Pastor Crain said that as shepherds to our flock of disciples (aka the church); we are primarily operating from a “transformative” perspective of conversion, discipleship and intentionality through instruction and guidance.  The flock however, may be overly influenced by the ways of the world and be more or less transactional—Transactional in intentionality and disconnecting somewhat with what being a part of true community means.  This transactional age of disciples going even beyond community, may not even understand what living in the light of God’s GRACE truly or truthfully entails.  Chaplaincy to culture does not help the cause at all more than create a new form of works’ righteousness operating from cheap grace and intellectual idolatry.
In elaborating upon what I mean by chaplaincy to culture, this is more or less a route of re-working both the Law and Gospel of our faith to conform to “our standards” of judgment, righteousness and intentionality.  The cross of Christ Jesus and its profound, unfathomable gift of GRACE—defeating sin, death and the devil, are circumvented by our arrogant, self-concerned needs and indifference.  The Pharisees in today’s Gospel text are epitomizing arrogant self-righteous indignation to the point that they are the lost Jesus alludes to in his parables of the lost sheep and the woman’s lost coin.

Contextually speaking, the Pharisees were purveyors of Old Testament lawfulness.  The Law was both exclusively for the righteous as well as it was punishment and condemnation to the sinner.  How has the ways of the world today in some sense become purveyors of a “new” law?  As often I’ve said before, I’m one of “those people” who likes Face Book and probably plays on it too much.  There are a lot of other ministry people who are on there as well.  I have a wide chasm of friends from both camps in ministry and my former art world days.  One of my friends on there I have often been at odds with but restrain myself from commenting because just like the Pharisees in today’s Gospel they refuse to hear anything outside of their judgment and interests.

This leads me to share a story about Jon.  Jon is someone I came to know through some new friends I have made in ministry.  Jon is a very active congregant at a new age non-denominational church as well as he is very active politically.  Every day like clockwork, you find post after post from more or less an angry man seeking “fascist” obedience to political condemnation of anyone who is not “politically correct,” “new age,” and “epicurean” to some extent.  Sometimes I have caved in and try to debate him as he claims to be an ultra modern Christian. There was one post in particular that was troubling enough that both myself and one of his other friends needed to comment upon…  He posted a cartoon depicting God saying “F… You, Tebow… You’re not going to be saved, etc…”  Jon commented underneath the post that Tebow’s display of piety was “coerced Republican evil, Bigotry…” and basically that he was offensive and should be condemned.   Both his friend and I asked: Why would someone’s need for prayer before a game be offensive as you yourself claim to be Christian?  Where do your labels upon this man come from Jon?  After several long angry responses or retorts from Jon, he took the cowardly way out and deleted the post.  He talked quite successfully over and above us with sanctimonious declarations of how Christians should behave and BE.  For Jon, Good law abiding Christians are to use his labels: “left-wing democrats” who support without reservation everything and anything revolving around the world of the self… to the point of exclusion, condemnation, and intolerant hatred towards his "differing" neighbor. 

Jon claims to be a part of a large flock of “post-modern Christians” that see little merit in being saved by GRACE through faith since they have declared the right of already being saved period, exclamation point with no accountability required (cheap grace)!  It would be condemnatory of me to say that Satan has won a great victory with Jon, spiritual warfare-wise, more than wonder.  How does Jon really “know.”  How can anyone of us truthfully claim to know above and beyond God?  This is idolatry and a hardened heart, cold and un-transformed—greatly distant from God.  Humility and obedience to the Law helps to open our hearts to the profound depth, awesome beauty of God’s GRACE.  It is by growing to live under the light of God’s GRACE, we recognize our sinfulness.  As both Saint and Sinner, we grow to deny and put to death the Old Adam or Old Eve, keep them in check, in order to grow into reconciling GRACE—sanctification.

I have grown to pray for Jon and many other friends who are wrapped up into this world’s temptations of self-involved, self-righteousness.  We must hope through prayer that we all know who we are.  We are all lost when we allow Satan to prey upon us, burgeoning arrogance, selfishness and self-righteous convictions.  We are all found when we hear God deeply in our hearts, allow our hearts to be converted and transformed and obey his will for our lives.  The love and Grace of God should inspire us to as St. Paul says in his creedal metaphor of Ephesians, gird up to fight the good fight of faith. And as St. Paul says through 1st Timothy—It is as sinners that we are eligible for God’s saving Love.
AMEN

September 15th, 2013; 17th Sunday after Pentecost; Year C; Proper 19; SOLA Lectionary

Psalm 119:169-176; Ezekiel 34:11-24; 1 Timothy 1:5-17 & Luke 15:1-10  Nicole Collins