Monday, July 28, 2014

"What is Beautiful?" A reflection for today--Monday July 28th, 2014 By Nicole Collins



What is beautiful? 

I have been thinking about this the past day or so especially in connecting Jesus to our lives...
Have you ever come across someone who was just truly radiant?  What do I mean by that?  Radiant with Christ Jesus love so strongly that their personality frankly was what I could perceive as “beautiful.”

It is definitely not at all about the surface, this is entirely about spiritual beauty.  It is when someone’s nature mirrors their faith so strongly they do begin to manifest light and love.  They truly do begin to embody a beatific attitude.

This was just one person, one solitary moment in time and day... but what if we all could begin, become aware and embody this beautiful behavior that a person of faith exampled profoundly well?  Where would we be—here and now?

I left that moment with a wonderful pain in my heart, not so much lamenting but wondering... Did I just experience the Gospel in motion, nearly perfectly spiritually manifested in another disciple?  Much like my conversion experience, this did begin to leave me with tears of hopeful joy.

I pray and hope for this world and where we are going these days that we stop feeding the chasm of a graceless wilderness and dream.  The Kingdom of God is beautiful and it is manifested in so many ways and understandings...  The light of compassion, kindness, peace, mercy and love however are its center...

May God Bless You in your faith journey—live deeply—the Gospel
May it become a transforming manifesto of the heart shaped to God; a BE/ become beautiful
AMEN

--Nicole Collins


Saturday, July 26, 2014

"The Pearl of Great Price;" Sermon for Sunday July 27th, 2014 By Nicole Collins



It’s hard to believe a strange little sea creature, vaguely edible in my opinion... can produce a pearl in the first place.  But then there are many things in the world past and present that have produced amazing things, moments in time and life-transforming events!  Of course I am beginning to introduce Jesus the Christ, the crucified King, Fully Incarnate, Fully Divine, Son of God, Redeemer and Prince of Peace— who would free us from sin, death and the devil...

The prophet Joel paints our murky “state of mind” entrenched in the battle between good and evil... especially in the face of Satan’s literal rising—the beginning of the graceless wilderness where the Living Word has begun to be lost in our depravity! “31The sun shall be turned to darkness, and the moon to blood, before the great and terrible day of the Lord comes. 32Then everyone who calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved; ... there shall be those who escape, as the Lord has said, and among the survivors shall be those whom the Lord calls.”

There’s been a lot going on in the world these last few days, weeks, months... planes being shot down, murders abroad and even a river through pollution of some unknown origin appearing blood red in China.  I remember when BP Oil had their horrible oil spill in the Gulf and I remember watching the streaming online underwater video of it and seeing the evil of it all in its horrifying, opaque, all-encompassing blackness... These are real life ‘news’ stories of turmoil for some “justified” reason or another.  A whole lot of darkness, a whole lotta sadness to go around... perhaps going onto the back burner of our own lives’ dramas... If Christ were truly and truthfully the center of our lives’ developing stories as children of God and “aspiring saint and sinner” children of Grace; we would be taking IN, the LIVING Word of God to Be and become (transformed spiritually into) Kingdom builders in all we DO and SAY.

The logic of God’s choices and destinations for us however, become lost in translation blended away into our humanity.... To be and become misunderstandings of What Christ Jesus Gospel is all about: GRACE.  Salvation enacted by His Cross freed us to BE and become children of Grace.  Children of Grace to not be and become indentured to our own ideologies and agendas... but BE and become CREATIVELY children not of this world but truly, realistically reflecting the other—Kingdom of God!

There’s a great scene in the Two Towers’ Lord of the Rings film where the evil wizard is stirring up an army of demonic creatures/men; what comes out of his mouth is the fruit of calculated, diabolical evil which is heard and spread across the land.  Meanwhile on the other side of the mountains, the good wizard is stirring up nature to thwart the evil spells being cast...  This is a very literal fantastic illustration of how we struggle with discerning the Gospel and our lives affected and being effective through the Holy Spirit.

Jesus Kingdom parable of the Pearl of great price is not only one illustrating priorities for our hearts to discern but about Faith and our destiny.  Faith and destiny go hand in hand much like our doctrinal understanding of Law and Gospel.  The Law points to our sinfulness as often an ugly mirror prompting us to open ourselves even more to the pearl of great Price—GRACE.  This is GRACE as realized most profoundly through a Fully human, Fully Divine Son of God who came down to us to die upon a cross and rise in more ways than one!

Rising in more ways than one is an aspect of what St. Paul is saying in this phase of his theological manifesto of Grace; he imparts to the Romans. “28We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose. 29For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn within a large family. 30And those whom he predestined he also called; and those whom he called he also justified; and those whom he justified he also glorified.”

Rising spiritually through faith is both rising into our New Nature planted by Christ Jesus’ Grace/Gospel and rising to the challenge of living with and fighting against our Old Nature and the Evil One’s power in our lives’ journeys.  Destiny can be or become a perilous fine line that challenges us to seek the TRUE treasures of God and His Holy Kingdom or fall prey to the empty, nihilistic temporal treasures of Satan.

Whose mold do you want to fall into?  In our humanity, we more often than not, find precedence with forcefully shaping people to our ideal model of “roles” we play in society.  We are probably using words that tear down more than build up the Body of Christ in the world but not of the world when we want control over destiny.  We conveniently forget that it is God alone who both judges and shapes our calling.  It is God alone who ordains the spirit into ministry.  His Living Word is the manna in the midst of our wilderness of painful, spiritual turmoil!
Renown nihilist/ existentialist, Friedrich Nietzsche illumines that painful turmoil: “Not necessity, not desire - no, the love of power is the demon of humanity. Let them have everything - health, food, a place to live, entertainment - they are and remain unhappy and low-spirited: for the demon waits and waits and will be satisfied.”

The truth of our existence is not to be molded by the world but developing a spiritual awareness of being shaped by Christ and His Living Word to live into the lifestyle of Grace—the Kingdom of God.  Paul answers this again for our contemplation, our transformation: “31What then are we to say about these things? If God is for us, who is against us? 32He who did not withhold his own Son, but gave him up for all of us, will he not with him also give us everything else? 33Who will bring any charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies. 34Who is to condemn? It is Christ Jesus, who died, yes, who was raised, who is at the right hand of God, who indeed intercedes for us. 35Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 36As it is written, “For your sake we are being killed all day long; we are accounted as sheep to be slaughtered.” 37No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.”

We have to treasure the reality of God’s presence as being most real for our lives as well as central.  The reality of the world and its glaring imperfections and our ever-growing sinfulness is what is building up that graceless wilderness.  That graceless wilderness which I began in highlighting some illustrations from the current news of death, destruction and indifference... The manna in this wilderness is becoming harder to find as it is being buried by the world and our “seemingly logical” destinations...

We have to look deeply within ourselves to as the psalmist says: know, recognize and understand that God is faithful, keeps His promises and pours out upon us His steadfast love and mercy for those who obey His commandments by being and becoming, now through Christ—fully accountable, freely responsible servants to the Gospel and His plans for the world.

Being a disciple of Jesus and spiritually responsible to adhere to not only His law of love but steward and servant to His Gospel is very hard.  It is painful and necessary shaping that the Lord does in order that we grow in faith, trust, hope and a multitude of blessings that will BE and become the landscape of GRACE in the here and now for the Glory and Honor of God!
AMEN

Sunday July 27th, 2014; 17th Sunday after Pentecost; Year A; SOLA Lectionary; Nicole Collins
Psalm 125; Deuteronomy 7:6-9; Romans 8:28-39; Matthew 13:44-52



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Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Henry Nouwen’s Daily Meditation for Tuesday July 22nd, 2014 Commentary By: Nicole Collins

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Bridging the Gap Between People

"To become neighbours is to bridge the gap between people.  As long as there is distance between us and we cannot look in each other's eyes, all sorts of false ideas and images arise.  We give them names, make jokes about them, cover them with our prejudices, and avoid direct contact.  We think of them as enemies.  We forget that they love as we love, care for their children as we care for ours, become sick and die as we do.  We forget that they are our brothers and sisters and treat them as objects that can be destroyed at will.

Only when we have the courage to cross the street and look in one another's eyes can we see there that we are children of the same God and members of the same human family."


My Commentary:
It is easy in this day and age to fall victim unknowingly into feeling alienated or become indifferent to one another.   Often in our efforts to define people, define life to make it a little clearer for ourselves we resort to labeling people... and basically avoid coming to really KNOW one another (especially through Christ!).

The scriptures prayerful encourage us whether it be coming from the Gospels or one of Paul’s letter —where we hear, are reminded of being brothers and sisters in Christ; children of God, Sons and Daughters.  These are all wonderful cues to spiritually ground us into being; becoming truly family to one another for Christ Jesus sake.

Being and becoming children of God and even more importantly, children of Grace we must live vividly with Christ at the center of our hearts—live Jesus as a verb!
God Bless Your Day~
Nicole Collins



Sunday, July 13, 2014

"Fertile Words;" Sermon for Today, July 13th, 2014 by Nicole Collins


Often on our journeys we find ourselves vacillating from trust and doubt, despair and hope, fear and empowerment...  It is not an easy path to be and become who God wants you to be.  From a once fertile landscape now seen as desert and the actual desert you truly enter into IS a future fertile ground!

Our discipleship journeys can often seem to be meandering, teetering into indecision and pointlessness.  There is NO pointlessness to whom has set us free and commissioned us.  We ARE both children of God and truly over time realized through heart knowledge alone—children of Grace.  Children of Grace that know the root of that Word has been planted deeply by Christ Jesus’ TRUE Gospel and born fruit past Satan’s stumbling blocks.

We are planted—this is through the Holy Spirit, in the heart before the head, with LIVING Words.  These Living Words have preached and taught us to internally Grow to Go with the Gospel in a hostile and graceless wilderness. The desert of the world where we are lost unto ourselves and purpose/ response become an intellectual justification of works righteousness.  How can we justify our fruits born; especially when we turn away from God and His Commandments?!

This past week has been an amazing look into the near future; for I visited my next leg of the journey to serve God’s people through ‘the church.’  I have never served a church of this size.  Frankly it is HUGE, planted over a number of years by amazing, ambitious people of God on a mission to break the Word into the desert.  To break into the hot, dry, parched sands of the desert, valley of the Sun to plant a great seed... This great seed is Christ Jesus Gospel all inclusive, all encompassing and all bearing forth great fruit—potential for the Kingdom of God.

The Holy Spirit knows I’m a good listener for He always gives me clues with a sense of humor mind you.  My name in Greek means Victory so where would be the next leg of my journey? To a church bearing the same name~ Victory.  Many people know that perhaps one of my favorite books about Grace is Gustav Aulen’s “Christus Victor.”  It is a beautiful and amazing book that speaks clearly to the heart what Christ Jesus did indeed DO for us through the Cross and leave for us to DO internally first then outwardly as His disciples.

The Living Word of God is much like the landscape of Cactus sewn in and around this “desert.”  A sanctuary of water to be tapped into when the heat is on and you are thirsting... An aspect of our human nature in comparing the cactus to the church in the world today—Yes it is encapsulated in one sense, yet on another it reaches beyond itself and feeds and waters all that is around it.  A physical contradiction but NOT a Spiritual one at all!

Feeling the mind spinning with potential can be overwhelming or a growing curb to as a once famous discipleship book’s title says: “What you do best in the Body of Christ?” A Mecca campus of many ministries, studies and opportunities is the fruit born from allowing that initial seed to be planted in the very good soil of vision.  This is vision that is developed first as heart knowledge—listening and transforming to God’s Word here first before synthesizing it through the hands and feet of the Body!

Victory has a second campus community just some ten miles or so south east.  This campus is called Christ the Victor. Hard to fathom an old 84 lumber site transformed through great vision into a 20 acre facility for the Gospel to grow and go within all whom they serve. The third day of my journey afforded me the opportunity to visit the two parishes that would be offshoots from each other and eventually plant Victory.  One of the two of these communities is not faring too well these days.  These stories of conflict and misunderstandings are always sad to hear about but in tying back to the Gospel today what does this say about the reality of the seeds and the sowers?

Maintaining that near razor sharp perspective on: “What you do best in the Body?;” is hard work.  It will include suffering, it will include persecution albeit “modern” today, it will include owning up to WHO YOU ARE.  Are you living into not being of the world or are you simply meandering in the desert piecing transactionally together justification?  A justification built around the self in ministry is NOT ministry more than works righteousness and empty “fast food grace.”  This is a grace, that much like Jesus Words, have become the thorns to realizing our full potential.

Jesus Words thunder and echo to us in the here and now: “9Let anyone with ears listen! 18Hear then the parable of the sower. 19When anyone hears the word of the kingdom and does not understand it, the evil one comes and snatches away what is sown in the heart; this is what was sown on the path. 20As for what was sown on rocky ground, this is the one who hears the word and immediately receives it with joy; 21yet such a person has no root, but endures only for a while, and when trouble or persecution arises on account of the word, that person immediately falls away. 22As for what was sown among thorns, this is the one who hears the word, but the cares of the world and the lure of wealth choke the word, and it yields nothing. 23But as for what was sown on good soil, this is the one who hears the word and understands it, who indeed bears fruit and yields, in one case a hundredfold, in another sixty, and in another thirty.”

Ministry yet alone the church is NOT about the outer shell which eventually disappears... It is about everlasting Spiritual fruitfulness spread as quickly as the sun shines over another horizon.  The Son needs to spread first over the horizon or hurdle of realizing who you are, whose you are, what does it all mean and what CAN I DO truthfully to live into that calling, commissioning and PURPOSE that Christ Jesus has given me to be and become for His sake and my neighbor?!

There will always be rocky roads, thorns and seemingly barren moments in your life as you struggle and discern your reality as a Child of God, Child of GRACE.  It is up to us to persevere with sometimes crazy tenacity to NOT ALLOW the Evil One “victory” in thwarting us from our mission, goal.  We can’t go there, though its easy to do.  We can all feel at one time or another, no one outside of God and His Holy Spirit, affirms, secures and assures us in what we do as a disciple within the Body...

This could become an element of suffering or we can turn those tears to remind us of our Baptism.  We need to daily Reflect (Lord, where do you need me to grow?), Confess (Lord, I felt really weak, insecure with trusting your plans...), Repent (Dear Jesus, I am sorry for all the times I harbor anxiety and doubt may I truly strive to be and become who you need me to be!) and RENEW (Dear Jesus, I am a New person through you, now may I continue to live graciously into BEING MADE NEW.)
AMEN

Sunday July 13th, 2014; 5th Sunday After Pentecost; Year A; SOLA Lectionary   Nicole Collins
Psalm 65:1-13; Isaiah 55:10-13; Romans 8:12-17; Matthew 13:1-9, 18-23


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Saturday, July 5, 2014

"A Prisoner to Hope;" Sermon for Sunday July 6th, 2014 By Nicole Collins

Just this past Friday my husband and I celebrated the 4th at my parents’ high-rise apartment building in Hinsdale, Illinois.  Being an unusual location for a high-rise in the middle of suburban Chicagoland...  The view was fantastic on many levels both for seeing nearly every Eastern suburb and the city proper’s fireworks exploding across the night time sky.

Another aspect of this view from my parents’ current balcony ironically connected me to today’s texts.  As mentioned, the view is somewhat surreal... where off in the distance appears the “light-floating island of Chicago” some 19 miles due east and the thick brush/ forest of dense trees as far as it seems to be.  Sitting at the little bistro outdoor table set, one’s eye matches the edge of the railing where the brush/forest of the land meets the boundless depth of the sky & of course the strange island of Chicago at the center.

For a moment one could imagine both how we are bound to our Old Nature aspect of ourselves spiritually—the forest & the railing bars and the sky with its floating metropolis being that inward drive to seek and live into the New Nature—our identity in Christ, “off in the distance:” A destination somewhat unknown, as the trees/brush leave hidden challenges lying wait for us to experience and grow from.

There is a saying that you can never really go home again... this is true on one level but vastly different when we think about WHOSE we are, what He gave to us and the reality of the lifestyle of Grace incorporating, remembering baptismally—our renewal and tension to be obedient even to suffering—our call to discipleship.

For over 20 years I lived both physically and spiritually in the city of Chicago; which through Christ’s work in my life has now revealed to me that this is the Old Nature’s landscape to my former self.  A landscape that didn’t remember yet understand what Baptism was, until my conversion to most literally hearing the Lord’s voice CALL and commission me to as he mentions even in today’s text: “28“Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”

The Lord with His instruction and guidance in my life has helped me to persevere by continually dying to my Old self and Rising into the New person, New life He wants me to take part in.  The Living Word of God connects to us most definitely daily in our experiences.  What makes the Word living is seeing the paths of Grace woven into its fine tapestry that the Holy Spirit most definitely guides and connects to our daily experiences in this world, but not of it!

Even the day before the 4th of July had that same “landscape and sky perspective” to it as I hung an art exhibit in a Downtown Joliet cafĂ©.  This originally came about from the prompting of the pastor at the 3rd church I have been serving at this summer in order to finish my studies.  He’s an artist in his own rite and encouraged me to take on doing the exhibit as a fundraiser which is a few blocks away from his church.

It’s only been about a decade since I last exhibited as well as the Lord helped to strengthen me in spiritually seeing my life in a New way.  Looking at the handful of sculptures and reliefs I brought down had me see both sides of myself yet again: The Old—now in some senses, death and the New—preparing my family to venture into the valley of the Sun.

The tension and paradox of struggling to strive for being and becoming the New Person Christ wants you to become; exampled itself in seeing the former self in the spiritual encapsulation of art that couldn’t speak, couldn’t move except “BE.”
We can just stay with the reality of “BE/being;” or Become the disciple Jesus wants us to be by taking on the yoke of burden needed to grow and go with the Gospel!

Be-coming into the New Nature is not only a baptismal reality it requires tenacity where in some ways you become a prisoner to HOPE—this is that yoke of burden, carrying our cross we all must do as both saint and sinner and a part of the priesthood of all believers.

I don’t know what all lies waiting for my husband and I in the valley of the Sun... but I must HOPE upon hope that God’s thread of Grace continues to guide me along even when it truly becomes the valley: “11b.... , I will set your prisoners free from the waterless pit. 12Return to your stronghold, O prisoners of hope; today I declare that I will restore to you double.”

The Psalmist speaks to our goal on the journey: “8The Lord is gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. 9The Lord is good to all, and his compassion is over all that he has made. 10All your works shall give thanks to you, O Lord, and all your faithful shall bless you. 11They shall speak of the glory of your kingdom, and tell of your power,
12to make known to all people your mighty deeds, and the glorious splendor of your kingdom.”

Sojourning to the Valley of the sun is our physical journey ahead but sojourning to the valley of the Son is a life time’s for us all....  Think about our founder, Luther’s own journey.  Did he expect anything like what would eventually take place?  He dropped his service as a monk and became an amazing transformed person who inadvertently spurred on the Reformation!

He even proclaimed in defending his position on how we are to understand and grow in Grace as: "If you are a preacher of mercy, do not preach an imaginary but the true mercy. If the mercy is true, you must therefore bear the true, not an imaginary sin. God does not save those who are only imaginary sinners. Be a sinner, and let your sins be strong (sin boldly), but let your trust in Christ be stronger, and rejoice in Christ who is the victor over sin, death, and the world. We will commit sins while we are here, for this life is not a place where justice resides. We, however, says Peter (2. Peter 3:13) are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth where justice will reign."

A New heaven and a New earth are to be built by our unwavering obedience and commitment to strive to, as Pastor Dawson would say: “Do the Do’s of the Gospel.”  Doing the Do’s of the Gospel means fighting off Satan’s efforts to want to dwell in our self-contained, sinful desires and needs.  Daily remembering our Baptism is that discipleship process of Reflection, confession, repentance and renewal.  There are many stumbling blocks to help aid our avoidance of being accountable through Christ for the Kingdom of God...

The only victory to come from this perpetual, spiritual warfare battle is the spiritual fruits of Grace your New Nature lives strive to achieve!  Hope is the wonderful blessing from faith to BE strong and become salt and light for His glory, His will and precepts for our lives as children of GRACE.

GRACE much like HOPE needs to be an all-caps, extra-bold, Hollywood sized sign reality in your life.  I am grateful for everything the Lord’s Grace has revealed to my heart to grow.  All I could ever do is to follow and know that He shepherds me, and His Holy Spirit—enlightens, empowers, enables and encourages me to continue for His Sake and for my neighbor.

Let Us Pray:
Heavenly and Gracious Father,
May our hearts be and become gracious to Your Will
Help us to not shy away from being and becoming freely responsible servants
May our heart knowledge be led and fed by Your Holy Spirit’s tapestry of Grace
Weaving our lives together for Your Glory and honor and Blessing
May we come to rejoice greatly being bound to a Hope that will shape and transform the World!
We ask all these things in Your Most Blessed Name—
AMEN

Sunday July 6th, 2014; 4th Sunday after Pentecost; Year A; SOLA Lectionary      Nicole Collins
Psalm 145; Zechariah 9:9-12; Romans 7:14-25 & Matthew 11:25-30