Saturday, May 2, 2015

"True Convictions;" 5th Sunday of Easter; May 3rd, 2015 by: Reverend Nicole A.M. Collins

A conviction is something that sticks with you but in this context with today’s texts, it is authoritative belief.  What does that mean? We have to take a good long look at what conviction slash belief means in order to realize how it is to apply to us in the here and now as Jesus’ disciples.  Authoritative belief given from the Holy Spirit is one that spiritually shapes you over a life time to be all you can be through the Gospel of Jesus who indeed strengthens us all, the more we grow with its Living Words, Good News!  This left me however with a lot of questions…

Do we pretend, avoid confessing and professing in the power of the Living Word in fear of others and insecurity or lack of confidence within ourselves to apply our convictions in the Lord? If we don't go there and love, aspire to love with an unconditional love our neighbor yet alone the Lord, how can we know true vitality? How can we be truly and truthfully connected to one another as children of God, chosen, children of Grace? If we indeed are the Body of Christ in this fallen world, do we strive with confidence to confess and be sacrificial in our discipleship? If we don't go there, where is the gospel? Are we truncating and perhaps even concluding the gospel with Satan's help? The gospel of Jesus is that tree of life those Words of life, and we are to be leaves, we are to bear the fruit… but if we don't want to love our neighbor yet alone hear spiritually God's call to firm up our sense of convictions what can we do?

For starters, we need to get over being in the world and focus upon living not of it. Speaking for myself, I am a pastor for Christ not a chaplain to culture. Being chosen by God is an all-inclusive reality of being the children of Grace.  Being chosen is being a part of that great vine where God is the one we focus upon.  The one who not only gave us initial life, but through Jesus, gave us New Life and a new journey.  This is a developing journey that perfects itself by exemplifying the greatest fruit of all to aspire to bear, this is love.

Love in all of today’s text is using a form of the Greek Word, Agape.  Agape is an unconditional, covenantal sense of love.  It is truly a commitment towards a greater goal lived through a heart that hears profoundly and lives profoundly, JESUS IS LORD, to the Glory of God the Father and through Him we are to abide…  He is what binds all us together.

Our housemate had another miracle the other day when her nerve dead, damaged foot finally was able to faintly move her big toe. This could be attributed to many factors, one being a healthy, new diet, a different environment being one of care and a lightened load or to be prayerfully considered in addition, God is helping her once again, to see her New Life within her and literally helping her to get up on her feet to live into it!

One could say that living your life pruned, shaped and disciplined by God is what theology truly is all about.  It goes beyond books and earthly intellectualism to be truly a life seen and understood through the lens of the Gospel of Jesus.  Everything seen, heard and experienced is discerned through a perfecting spiritual formation that becomes a life time’s consummation.  To have such faith is not easy for we are challenged most seriously with Satan’s spiritual battle for the turf of our heart and the seat of our sacrifice. When we can’t embrace the mission of the cross and the resurrection’s impact upon our soul, our future… we become centered and sacrificial only for the self.

There has been much turmoil and things that have taken place in the world lately.  All of which are stretching our capacity to resist becoming judges and jurors over and above others. Lately the news reads almost like the comics.  A professed socialist running for office in America, to a troubled soul realizing his confusions by transforming himself into a woman and lastly bitter and violent despair enacted through the chaos of looting meanwhile scapegoating a man’s misfortune, as terms of justice! What all of these snippets of stories share is being disconnected, out of sync with living intentionally towards a purpose greater than the ones we’ve constructed; this purpose is Christ Alone, this solution is justified through Grace Alone.

If we were to look at the lesson from the Book of Acts through a judgmental lens, we would wonder why Philip would have even considered sharing the Gospel and its fruits with a eunuch. A eunuch is an individual who mutilated his body out of the conviction to be pure and permanently chaste. Whether or not God wants us to disturb our bodily features like this, is something we should not be judges and jurors to more than living to share the Good News and Love our neighbors.

Who are we to make the Gospel exclusive anyway, yet alone to subjugate it?  Are we not to abide in God’s Living and authoritative Word as the fruit of Grace given?  The world however is moving away from God and caters to many gods all of whom are concerned with the self and its’ personal gospel. This kind of worldly shaped love comes from Satan and bears the graceless fruits of sin, death and evil.

It’s hard for the 21st century Christian to even think of being as bold as John the apostle.  We made faith so much more about us with its need to control, religiosity, intellectualism and political agenda; how could we realize love as both Jesus and John wanted us to see, experience it as?  In fact, if you think about the efforts of evil moving in the world currently through the example of ISIS or radicalized and realized Muslim “faith…” convert or die is definitely not from God or for God but is death itself.  It can only create dead leaves falling away from that vine to burn away, wither into dust in the rays of the sun, Son!

I read a great article the other day, yes, of course on social media…  It basically said that “ministry isn’t for wimps.”  It just simply listed a myriad of abuses and symptoms pastors suffer through for the sake of the Gospel. The author is right, ministry isn’t for wimps, it isn’t supposed to be exclusive either.  I’m not to be a “Pez-dispenser” of knowledge more than I am to truly and truthfully encourage, enlighten and guide one on their spiritual formation journey~ Philip in the Book of Acts literally examples this, what each and every one of us in the Priesthood of all believers should invest ourselves in.

Ministry is not easy and you will not be accepted by many. You will either be persecuted or ridiculed to the point of feeling despair teetering upon that edge of insecurity and doubt. However do we or should we allow others to convict us in our efforts to live and bear fruit for the Gospel?  No, no one should have this power except for God. The awesome and beautiful power of Grace through Christ is that we are convicted sinners BUT aspiring saints through the Law of Love realized at the cross and elevated in victory through the resurrection!

Abiding with confidence in the Living Word of God, the Gospel of Jesus is realizing that you were not only created by a loving and gracious God but chosen to join with others and prayerfully shape a reality of Grace as love lived.  Praise is merely the natural reflection of being connected to God and committed to love Him and neighbor. Knowing God is growing in Grace and grace is both New Life and something that cannot be shaken unwillingly away…

I’ll leave you with one last image to see and know that vine.  As some of you know, the music minister & I from the Gathering North have agreed to work together in a wedding consultation ministry.  We are accomplishing this through her flower shop. She makes the flowers and arrangements for the weddings & jointly we counsel and assist couples to consider us officiating their weddings through the Gathering North.  It’s been fun work as well as I’ve been learning a lot about these strange and beautiful creations of God, flowers.

Contrary to public opinion, the majority of flowers have very long and large stems with many leaves.  Daisies in particular, are really bizarre, they come nearly two and a half feet long with many leaves that are trimmed away.  Not many people get to see how these flowers come into her store. All kinds of shapes and unbelievable sizes, peculiar to one’s notions of how things should be or “seem…”

Customers come in all day long and ask the clerk for all types of arrangements, for some particular reason or another. These flowers were all placed together, brought together for a particular purpose.  It is a prayerful task to share the beauty of nature as God created it… much like our lives lived in the everyday through the lens of the Gospel.  When we gather together each of us realizing who we are through Christ Jesus, the source of life, and giving, sharing ourselves with others for the sake of the Lord whom we know and abide in; we are disciples.

We are sharing what God has given us and the New Life Christ has graced us with; we give as love in service, love in compassion, love in mercy, love in kindness and all beautiful things, fruits, the Lord has both given and we’ve received as children of God, children of Grace—we live through Love.
Amen

5th Sunday of Easter; May 3rd, 2015; Year B; SOLA Lectionary; 
Sermon by Reverend Nicole A.M. Collins
Psalm 150; Acts 8:26-40; 1 John 4:1-21; John 15:1-8

No comments:

Post a Comment