Saturday, August 31, 2013

"To Be Persuaded" Sermon for Sunday September 1st, 2013

In this day and age how uncomfortable does the word, obedience, make you?  Using the word Persuasion makes it a lot more palatable to us doesn’t it?  Taking that even further, what is our manner of life to be in the eyes of God? Jesus Says in Today’s Gospel: “11For all who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.” The Greek in this week’s texts, particularly in the letter of Hebrews, opens up to a lot of insight on how “we” perceive things.  It also illumines how things actually are when you become aware and live into the Light of God’s GRACE shared freely and openly in “brotherly love” to everyone. 

The very first Word beginning this week’s snippet from Hebrews uses the word Philadelphia which means brotherly love. In taking in the author of Hebrews message… My mind flashed 20 years back to the ironic, and touching film Tom Hanks starred in of the same name.  As with everything in our lives, there are a million directions we can go in interpreting responding to God.  And also, how we fail in responding to God in loving our neighbor; which in the purest sense of irony in the film, Philadelphia, Tom Hanks character wasn’t loved much at all…  Hospitality is a virtue of living out your personal relationship with God horizontally.  When we expand our world beyond ourselves is when we can grow to encompass others with our shared gifts, our love and concern. 

I’m sure however, we’d more or less like to live into that comfort zone of having our own “personal Jesus.”  That’s funny there too, ‘80’s music always makes me feel old but a part of today’s message reminded me of the 1989 Depeche Mode hit: “Personal Jesus.”  Think about these lines, is this how we keep Jesus to ourselves? “Reach out and touch faith –(I’m) Your own Personal Jesus, (I’m) Someone to hear your prayers, (I’m) Someone who cares (and I’m) Someone who's there.  Lift up the receiver—I'll make you believer.  Put me to the test. You need to confess, I will deliver—You know I'm a forgiver…” In contrast, here’s a stanza from Bruce Springsteen’s movie soundtrack song, ‘Streets of Philadelphia,’ written for the Tom Hanks’ film, ‘Philadelphia:’ “So receive me brother with your faithless kiss...Or will we leave each other alone like this On the Streets of Philadelphia.”  Beyond the sad story to the movie, Philadelphia, do we receive each other through our faith?  Do we really walk the talk of discipleship?  Or are we more or less indifferent and faithless beyond, outside of ourselves?

In today’s Gospel Jesus once again has to challenge the Pharisees’ self-righteous legalism to expose their pride and indignation against neighbor.  “3And Jesus asked the lawyers and Pharisees, “Is it lawful to cure people on the Sabbath, or not?” 4But they were silent. So Jesus took him and healed him, and sent him away. 5Then he said to them, “If one of you has a child or an ox that has fallen into a well, will you not immediately pull it out on a Sabbath day?” 6And they could not reply to this.” Even after Jesus continues in his parable to instruct them about sharing outwardly in faith, love and compassion, we don’t hear or even see them be moved to change. 

Being moved to change, is both a part of our personal relationship with God as well as what drives us to obedience, loving neighbor beyond ourselves. “8b… for it is well for the heart to be strengthened by grace.” Living in the Light of God’s GRACE is discipline as we are disciples and we engage in discipleship!  Intentionality comes through ‘heart’ awareness.  Those things we truly do for one another from a place of sharing, from genuine faith builds the heart, and grows the New Nature.  Are we Gracious (give Grace to others), are we grateful (share thanksgiving to God)?  We all fall short of the glory of God, it’s human nature.  Not knowing graciousness, or not knowing how to be grateful to anything beyond ourselves is what the this world feeds us. 

The irony in both the movie and song to ‘Philadelphia’ is the thought of walking down any street and being moved, motivated by faith and GRACE to share the Love of God truly, truthfully without judgment upon your neighbor. However, that was the furthest thing from the truth in the story of the film…  Lawyers are purveyors of the law, seekers of order and justice or more or less secular righteousness.  The religious counterpart to them were the Pharisees in some sense, for that scale of judgment was firmly balanced and weighed to their perceptions of righteousness, not God’s!  In both the film and in today’s Gospel, neither the law firm or the Pharisees were willing to support, show compassion or understanding beyond their judgmentalism to their neighbor.  The last verses Jesus leaves them with is the true scale: “13But when you give a banquet, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, and the blind. 14And you will be blessed, because they cannot repay you, for you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous.”

Resurrection itself, is the cornerstone of our Faith built around Christ as its center.  Resurrection on a spiritual level in the process of our spiritual formation as obedient disciples of Christ is rising to the call of righteousness by living GRACE through the New Nature.  It is to put it simply, “walking the talk.”  Instead of what will Jesus be doing for me, we need to be reaching out and saying: In the name of Jesus, what can I do for you?  How can I share the love of God burning in my heart with you?

I’d like to leave you with a story about a friend who had an interesting stay with her cousin.  It was the summer of 2006 that Carol’s business went under and she lost her apartment.  At the time, she had been spending a lot of time hanging out with her extended family—second cousins etc.  So in hoping to save some money to be able to move back into New York, she stayed with her cousin Celia.  Celia was an intensely pious Roman Catholic who unbeknownst to her cousin Carol, couldn’t stand Protestants.  It would be this pivotal issue that would eventually drive a wedge between Carol and Celia to where Celia wound up asking her to leave because “your Protestant hair ruined my shower drain trap…”  Celia asked her to leave before Carol was able to even get enough money to be able to afford to leave on her own.  Carol wound up spending what little she had to travel down a ways to stay with her parents till she then would have enough money to move back into New York.

About a year or so later, Carol extended an invitation to Celia and her husband to come to her wedding. There was no response.  Every year to this date, Carol sent cards, words of welcome and extended sisterly love to Celia… There has yet to be an response from her.  That’s very easy to do.  Celia kept her faith to herself but her judgment she shared freely to the detriment of family, love of neighbor and ultimately against God.  What a small prison cell that must be?  If she has never let Christ set her heart free to share her faith indiscriminately with others? Carol has a good sense of humor though, and has for the most part taken Celia in strides. “She still my cousin, how can I not love her?”

Be persuaded!  For you shall be humbled when walking down the lonely streets of the city… “14For here we have no lasting city, but we are looking for the city that is to come. 15Through Him, then, let us continually offer a sacrifice of praise to God, that is, the fruit of lips that confess his name.”
8Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.”
AMEN


Lectionary 22; September 1st, 2013; 15th Sunday After Pentecost; Year C; Proper 17 SOLA Lectionary
Psalm 131; Proverbs 25:2-10; Hebrews 13:1-17 & Luke 14:1-14    Nicole A. M. Collins

Thursday, August 29, 2013

August 29 2013 Commentary to Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

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Thursday August 29, 2013
The Companionship of the Dead

As we grow older we have more and more people to remember, people who have died before us.  It is very important to remember those who have loved us and those we have loved.  Remembering them means letting their spirits inspire us in our daily lives.  They can become part of our spiritual communities and gently help us as we make decisions on our journeys.   Parents, spouses, children, and friends can become true spiritual companions after they have died.  Sometimes they can become even more intimate to us after death than when they were with us in life.  Remembering the dead is choosing their ongoing companionship.

My Commentary:
Nouwen has been involved in a rather long series around the theme of death.  From spiritually speaking death to today’s about remembering the dead.  Two items I have in my home act in many ways as places/things of remembrance.  The first is the dressing table I was given from my grandmother upon her death.  This table has many special early childhood memories of visiting my grandparents.  Most of what is upon that table is very special to me.  The second is a little memorial of my former cats that are seated in my living room wall unit underneath the statue of St. Francis that was my grandmothers.  Upholding memories such as these reminds you of those moments with loved ones and beloved creatures.  It also builds you up in thinking of the good and the bad times.  While looking forward to the Great Hope that is in Christ Jesus, we need to ground ourselves in who we are, who we came from and what they greatly contributed to our lives.
May God Bless Your Thursdays!

Nicole Collins

I couldn't find a good picture of both my grandmother's table and my shelf but from that era I found a picture of me with Santa in 1973~

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Reconciling: The Art of living in the Light of GRACE

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Yes, the past two days the Henri Nouwen Daily Meditations have been pretty dark… All of them dealing with death, grief and moving on, etc.
  In thinking about the bigger picture, I have decided to highlight one comment made in today’s meditation about forgiveness: “Have I forgiven those who have hurt me and asked forgiveness from those I have hurt?” Living in the light of God’s Grace is a life time journey of reconciliation.  How we reconcile ourselves to God and neighbor.  The picture below includes a great statement about character and personal strength when you do turn the other cheek: When you respond to others out of GRACE.  I love thinking about GRACE in bold, all caps, as large as the Hollywood letters sign…  because for the most part, our lives are built around GRACE especially when we realize our relationship with Christ in developing our faith.  The awesome beauty of GRACE reveals itself further the more you are spiritual fed, the more you discipline your lives to where Christ is indeed the center of your life.  He is Lord of your life in everything you do or say; your spiritual journey is to grow and go!
There will be plenty of cruel people in the world to challenge you, be indifferent to you and your pain.  A lot of times, these same people profess they are Christian.  Their behavior shows otherwise, but in turning the other cheek and reconciling to their affliction made upon you, is living in the light of God’s GRACE.  There are many things we need to focus our hearts’ energy upon; grudges, animosities or seeming injustice need to be acted upon with Love and humility.  If I allowed everyone who’s hurt me affect who I am now… I would be carrying the weight of this world’s standards and ways.  Matthew 6:33 "33 But strive first for the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."  Jesus says this to us to reconcile ourselves as both saint and sinner to Him and our neighbor.  To grow in spiritual formation; you must grow in reconciling your heart in relationship to God.
May God Bless Your journeys~



Sunday, August 25, 2013

August 25, 2013 Commentary on Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

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Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation
Sunday August 25, 2013 

Love and the Pain of Leaving

Every time we make the decision to love someone, we open ourselves to great suffering, because those we most love cause us not only great joy but also great pain.   The greatest pain comes from leaving.  When the child leaves home, when the husband or wife leaves for a long period of time or for good, when the beloved friend departs to another country or dies ... the pain of the leaving can tear us apart.  

Still, if we want to avoid the suffering of leaving, we will never experience the joy of loving.  And love is stronger than fear, life stronger than death, hope stronger than despair.  We have to trust that the risk of loving is always worth taking.

My Commentary:
One the more recent lessons about the pain of leaving, moving on, came just a week or so ago when I was asked to move on for my ministry's experience sake.  Through the Gathering for Christ (Lutheran) church plant, I was a afforded the great opportunity to be in on the ground floor.  I designed their church logo.  I wrote, lead and invented creative worship every other week as well as greatly enjoyed preaching nearly once a month. And I seriously committed my efforts on building spiritual formation for the community. I remember being blessed and prayed over in the beginning of it all and before we held that magnificently attended Easter Service last year.  I had been serving for a year and several months.  Through the sadness of it all however, I heard the Word of Love spoken to my heart
from God, to be that strong person he knows I can be.  He encouraged me further in taking on the past, defeating Satan's efforts to lower my confidence trying to bring me to despair...  I have come this far by Faith~  I have come even further by God's abundant GRACE! Thanks BE to God.  Always be grateful for anything and everything the Lord places into your life's journey for it builds you, shapes you.  All these things are good.
May God Bless you whereever and whenever you experience these great moments of transition.
Nicole Collins


Saturday, August 24, 2013

Glass half full? Sermon for August 25th, 2013

Glass half full?
‘Lost in America’ is one of those kinds of films that invites those lingering moments of thinking; are we willfully lost in ourselves or are we willingly lost in the journey of Grace that God is shaping us through?  Like clockwork it seems yet another summer goes by—wringing out with lots of stress, pain and tremendous challenges…  Speaking for myself, I don’t like summer time for the most part, for the “promise” of the fall and its productivity, clean aire and many things, the Old Nature within me loves to seek.

There are two powerful, striking statements in “Lost in America,” one of which I introduced last week—“let’s go back to New York and Eat $#&!”  They did, and we don’t necessarily see much after that except for the film credits.  Life sometimes though, is a lot like driving in the town you used to live in long ago.  As you wind through those shadows of your former self, do you hear God’s voice whispering in your ear, Words of Grace, Love? God: “Do you know why I had you go through this? For certainly, your faith is built around Me; isn’t it?”

The other statement comes near the beginning where Albert Brooks character announces that he and his wife have dropped out of society and are seeking to do things purely for themselves, more or less. What kind of promise were they seeking?  It makes you kind of wonder.  Which reminds me of my grandmother… she was a character, no one was sure if she actually just suffered from some kind of perpetual depression or not.  But anything and everything that came across her table or confronted, challenged her… she never held a positive attitude.  The glass was not half empty, it was in fact, dry with the pale lines of hope marking the edges of the glass.  What faith she once held was withered and dried by her misplaced faith that she could control where God was leading her.  Or in more familiar family terms, she just had that “old world Deigo” attitude.  I loved my grandmother but wondered if she ever allowed God to come through that narrow door?  Did she ever see the promises of the Gospel, where she would be seated at that great table in the Kingdom of God?

We all are tempted by the best of intentions seemingly coming from God to rule our destiny, to be our own “disciplinarians.”  Life doesn’t work that way.  Speaking of the turn of phrase, did Jesus inadvertently invent a form of Murphy’s Law with this verse?  “30Indeed, some are last who will be first, and some are first who will be last.”  In this day and age, it is more than easy to hear these Words with an aire of sarcasm or worst yet, cynicism.  Cynicism is the opposite of belief.  It is the willfully, deconstructing efforts of the evil one himself to tempt you—to tempt you into tearing down and build a mighty idol to the world and journey of the self.  Luther said: “Faith justifies not as a work, or as a quality, or as knowledge, but as assent of the will and firm confidence in the mercy of God.  For if faith were only knowledge, then the devil would certainly be saved because he possesses the greatest knowledge of God and of all the works and wonders of God from the creation of the world. Accordingly faith must be understood otherwise than as knowledge.  In part, however it is assent.”

So if faith was only knowledge, how could we understand God’s GRACE working in, with and through our lives?  We’d always be looking back, lamenting and grieving the choices we’ve willfully made over willing, confident, obedience to God! Discipline or discipleship in, through and under the light of the Cross of Christ is tough work.  Speaking from experience, closing year number 5 shortly to be moving into year number 6 in seminary studies, am I counting those grey hairs or am I holding to God’s Promise written upon my heart?  There’s no shortened path or something “to invent,” all is planned as you grow and go by the Holy Spirit.  God’s timing doesn’t follow our parameters, OR our Old Nature promises to ourselves that there is something above and beyond justification by faith through GRACE.  Our lives are to be strikingly simple. The simplicity is a three letter Word and Triune person; guess who yet? GOD.  He is the one to be at the center of our lives, our consuming fire to answering His call; the Lord of our lives!

Let me leave you with a story about an old friend I know who obsessed about time and her plans for the future.  She was a fellow student at the Art Institute when I was there working on my first degree.  She used to do large scale paintings about the years of her life laid out.  They were ornate time lines in many ways.  Each little box represented a month within the year.  The sky above represented the turbulent “rough” weather she’d experience and the sea below was filled with many things.  It was almost as if it was a “soup” of anxiety, wonder & seeking…  She wasn’t Christian (neither was I at the time) she was Jungian.  Jungian psychology actually has some interesting things to share in how we encapsulate our “time” into worlds.  The microcosm of the self would naturally appeal to my friend, because for years her art was nothing more than these little worlds seeking but not defined.  It’s like running down a tunnel where you see the light at the end but the light as soon as you draw nearer goes farther away.  She always hoped that the end of the year would reveal the success she tried to plan in trying to create a smooth journey for herself into the world of Art.  As to this day, nothing has happened for her the way she planned.  She’s now past the age to have children as well as she never got her feet firmly planted on the ground….

I asked her once when she was lamenting yet another “empty” year as she put it:  Do you feel as if you’re in Hell?  No, she replied with a quip of sarcasm… I’m in “BoHo limbo…”  How Low can I go! She burst out laughing.  At the time, 15 or so years before my conversion experience, if I would’ve been able to go back in time to help her as a Christian; I wonder how much of a difference it would’ve made in her life.  For I know with my own, how much my faith in God has been the greatest gift my life has ever realized.  Faith has created a New Person with the love of God as fuel to my passion for ministry.  Loving Him, loving neighbor by being, doing, going and growing with all God has given me!

I recently chatted with her, nothing much has changed except that her boyfriend talked her into coming to church.  Where the future lies for her will be in how well she opens that narrow door… “28Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us give thanks, by which we offer to God an acceptable worship with reverence and awe; 29for indeed our God is a consuming fire.” And as Jesus says: “29Then people will come from east and west, from north and south, and will eat in the kingdom of God.30Indeed, some are last who will be first, and some are first who will be last.”

Planting our feet firmly on the ground, building a solid faith is a life time’s journey.  There is no quick or planned path for God’s time is not our own, neither are His promises.

Let Us Pray:
Loving, Gracious God
May we never not be grateful
For where the road may turn next on our journeys
Help us live in, with and under the light of Grace
Radiating from your Cross
May it be a consuming fire in our hearts to motivate us
To grow as we go about in the world
To serve you and neighbor
In Your most Holy Name, we pray—Amen.

August 25th, 2013; Lectionary 21; 14th Sunday after Pentecost; Proper 16; Year C; SOLA Lectionary
Psalm 50:1-15; Isaiah 66:18-23; Hebrews 12:4-29; Luke 13:22-30             Nicole Collins

Friday, August 23, 2013

August 23, 2013 Commentary on Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

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Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation--
Friday August 23, 2013 

"The Quality of Life

It is very hard to accept an early death.  When friends die who are seventy, eighty, or ninety years old, we may be in deep grief and miss them very much, but we are grateful that they had long lives.  But when a teenager, a young adult, or a person at the height of his or her career dies, we feel a protest rising from our hearts:  "Why?  Why so soon?  Why so young?  It is unfair."
But far more important than our quantity of years is the quality of our lives.  Jesus died young.  St. Francis died young.  St. Thérèse of Lisieux died young, Martin Luther King, Jr., died young.  We do not know how long we will live, but this not knowing calls us to live every day, every week, every year of our lives to its fullest potential."

My understanding of Nouwen's message today:
Thinking about the quality of life is always interesting when you have to spend time in the hospital.  From Wednesday through Thursday, I was fighting off a viral infection from mosquito bites I received Monday night when our car broke down.  I was told if I even chanced waiting another day before going Wednesday, I may have risked toxicity... death!  Scary stuff but I believe we all need to ground ourselves in the reality that our lives matter to God and to our families, friends and neighbors.  We were created out of a love we can never fathom.  The Triune God breathed life into us and we are His children! Every moment of everyday, we need to remind ourselves of the many layers of GRACE our lives are showered, sustained and nurtured by.  I am grateful to God for all He has given me, where He's leading me and who He has placed in my life. May God Bless Your Fridays!

Nicole Collins

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Today's Henri Nouwen & Commentary 8/20/2013

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Tuesday August 20, 2013

The Treasure of the Poor

The poor have a treasure to offer precisely because they cannot return our favours.  By not paying us for what we have done for them, they call us to inner freedom, selflessness, generosity, and true care.   Jesus says:  "When you have a party, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind; then you will be blessed, for they have no means to repay you and so you will be repaid when the upright rise again"  (Luke 14:13-14).

The repayment Jesus speaks about is spiritual.  It is the joy, peace, and love of God that we so much desire.  This is what the poor give us, not only in the afterlife but already here and now.


Dear Friends,
As the saying goes: When it rain it pours!  We are working our way however, through these dark and challenging times.  Jesus commission to us to love both God and neighbor is where the "treasure" is as Henri Nouwen puts it. Once we are obedient to discipline ourselves to grow away from greed and indifference; the beauty of the Kingdom of God reveals itself.  The more aware you are in opening your heart to compassion and mercy to others and deepening your relationship with Christ--there IS joy, peace and love.  Matthew 6:21--"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."

God Bless Your Tuesdays~
Nicole Collins

Monday, August 19, 2013

August 19, 2013 Commentary to Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditation

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Dear Friends,
I still want to share these devotions with you here.  Today's Nouwen, makes me think about the crisis of poverty in America.I never forgot a couple years back, there was an awareness advertisement for people struggling to survive.  There were no announcers more than there was a young mother quickly running through a McDonalds and stealing several packets of ketchup to then take home & make pasta for her young son.  After airing perhaps once or twice that month the ad disappeared.  Without diving into politics which seems to be the "new trend" of being called to compassionate justice...  Can you, in keeping Christ as the Lord of your life, center of your heart--imagine what you could just simply do in loving God and neighbor?  Beyond petitions & faceless bureaucracy--tuning the attennae of your heart to those around you is more what God wants us to do.  To begin, however, will take turning and opening your heart to the Spirit, allow the Spirit to "fill" your potential spiritual poverty with intentionality built upon your ever-going, ever-growing faith in God.
God Bless Your Mondays~
Nicole Collins

Sunday, August 18, 2013

An Introduction~

A part of the journey and task of the disciple is to be a vocal witness; hence I have decided in the midst of many transitions to create this blog--Nicole A.M. Collins: Faith-Illuminations.

Who am I?:  I am a second career person (my first career was in the fine arts) who has been for the past number of years working towards becoming an ordained Lutheran Pastor!

What will be shared here?:  Devotions either my own our commentary upon Henri Nouwen's Daily Meditations as well as sermons & related writings and art~

Why now?: I've been an ubiquitous presence on Facebook and wanted to have a more centrally focused profile/reflection page than what FB offers.

On a more Spiritual note:  Living in the light of God's Grace has spurred me to share my faith on a greater scale.

What will not be on this post as well as not appreciated in response: Politics, or view points that polarize and judge other peoples.  This is purely an exchange of faith from a 45 year old, (In-love-with-the-Lutheran-Church) Lutheran.  Technically speaking: Evangelical catholic, Lutheran Orthodox!  See that was probably too much information! LOL

God Bless You
Nicole Aimiee Macaluso Collins :)