Sunday, August 19, 2018

'Living On Borrowed Time;' Sermon for August 19th, 2018 by: Rev. Nicole A. M. Collins


Now here's a thought: “You're a ghost, driving a meat-coated skeleton, made from stardust, riding a rock hurtling through space –fear nothing!” What a profound thought this is! There's a little bit of humor to it, and definitely a lot of real irony… Perhaps we could say that this is the perfect metaphor for our daily lives? We are spirit and flesh. The spirit is willing at many times, but the flesh is weak… The Holy Spirit had me reflect on this, from of all things, of course, a social media post, the next thing the Holy Spirit puts in there, or plugged into these thoughts was the concept of living on borrowed time.

Let's really try to dig into that thought. What does that really mean, living on borrowed time? Who are we borrowing time from and how do we understand time? We are finite creatures but God, as well as His sense of time, is infinite. Infinite…  we still most likely and most naturally see that in a box, don’t we?  Just like thinking of outer space, we draw the edges of that space with a finite boundary… We're probably, you could say, just as confused as Jesus poor disciples this morning in this beautiful elaborate Gospel “hiccup” of Jesus preaching about being the bread of life. I say hiccup because we heard Mark’s version of this, the last time. It was really weird to have that old John Lennon song pop in my head right after I pondered the humorous statement or ironic statement of being a ghost, driving a meat-coated skeleton, made from stardust riding a rock hurtling through space, also telling us to fear nothing. There's a lot of promise there isn't there?  It’s almost pushing the envelope into the deep end of promise!

Promise is a word that we don't like too much. The Old Nature cannot have enough faith to trust a word like that. I’m sure every time we hear someone say: “I promise to do something…” we automatically think of failure, and we think of deception. We never or rarely accept the promise someone says to us. The honest planet doesn’t exist, though we hope for it to… Jesus disciples, as well as the Jews in today's Gospel were either not understanding the metaphor and taking it too literally or just didn’t want to understand it. In fact, the Roman persecution waves upon the early church were because of completely misunderstanding Holy Communion.  They thought the early Christians were cannibals! What Jesus was trying to pound into them in today’s Gospel, is about feeding faith and leading through faith. Faith is “consuming.” Faith is what sustains us. In the metaphor He uses of the bread of life, Christ is what gives us faith. The time we are borrowing, is a life well-lived, worthy of the Gospel. We are finite creatures in one sense, and in the other sense, we live on as spirit. The spirit joins the kingdom of God with a whole tapestry of life with its valleys and its mountain tops. We just have to be careful not to fall into the abyss of despair and lack of light, clarity.

In hospital terms, strangely enough, the phrase— “living on borrowed time,” is when science makes a breakthrough and extends the life of someone, who is terminally ill. What was very ironic with the Holy Spirit singing that song as soon as I was reflecting upon that statement I had mentioned earlier, was that the entire album of 'Milk & Honey' was shelved and basically released after John Lennon's murder in 1980. The land of "Milk and Honey" strangely enough, as well, is a biblical history nugget. This is what the Israelites thought of their promised land and their chosen status with God. The land of milk and honey was to them, complete restoration, a new Eden. We don't think in terms of restoration anymore, really… yet alone in terms of Resurrection. Stretching these thoughts even further, we don't think of the transcending call from God for us to change.  We justify ourselves and rule our world, more or less lacking clarity and true connection with God.

The words in that song, ‘Living On Borrowed Time,’ were almost like John Lennon's epiphany of settling down to a normal life and celebrating the fact that he found a deep foundation and essentially began to establish his new self. Let’s hear ourselves in his shoes:
“When we were younger, we did live through moments of confusion and deep despair.
When we were younger, we did live often within the illusion of freedom and power.
When we were younger, we were full of ideas and felt our share of broken dreams.
When we were younger, everything seemed simple but was not so clear.
We are all living on borrowed time without much thought for tomorrow.
Now that we are older, we need to realize that the more we think we "see," the less we truly know.
The future is brighter and now is the hour...”

He was no longer rebelling against the world without much cause but being a rebel in the world with a greater cause and that was finding himself.  John Lennon like many people in our current culture struggled with being agnostic.  I was agnostic before I found Christ truly in my life.  Agnosticism simply means that one is questioning the reality of God and purpose, period. We don't think about that, or we want to avoid thinking about what it means to find ourselves through Christ, as His disciples. Christ is to become that cornerstone within each and every one of us.  We are to feed upon Him spiritually, in order to grow and transform the world. This is basically saying, that we need to bear the cross and allow Christ to work through us by the Holy Spirit.

Being motivated in our faith to accept the promises of a brighter future puts a lot of stress on us. Making today matter, we more or less put on the back burner of our hearts and minds, for just “living for today.” Reality however says, after today there are perpetual tomorrows… What are we really doing to be effective in the world, as well as affect others with Christ Jesus’ Gospel? This past week we lost a Motown icon. We lost Aretha Franklin to pancreatic cancer on August 16th, the same day of all strange coincidences, we lost Elvis Presley some 41 years earlier. I think it's wonderful that through singing Gospel music, inspired in worship, Aretha Franklin went on to become a creative legend in her own right and found herself there, using the gift of her voice. Gospel music is quite powerful. I can say that because when I first started Seminary, I was in a Gospel choir. Those hymns are quite amazing and do shake you and challenge you with your faith. Several weeks back we looked at Martin Luther King Jr. and I incorporated a variety of hymns, that were Spirituals. I don't know how many people noticed that, but I looked out to see your expressions. Singing those words, those people's thoughts, charged you to respond—I saw it in your faces.

Being spiritually charged to respond. What creates that spiritual charge may sound obvious, it is Jesus. We don't, however, tap into Him or truly partake of Him, enough. The floating temporal junk food of the world fills us, not only with empty promises, but a lack of motivation. I thought it was interesting reading some Ministry coaching commentary that looked at how we have been losing touch with “exercising” our creativity. They're not teaching cursive in schools anymore and that doesn't mean cuss words. They have invented intellectual coloring books for adults to get people to open up and free their minds to “spiritually exercise”… but what more have they been doing beyond this? Apparently not much. Early in September, the Clark County Ministerial Association that I've been doing some volunteering for, will be having a formation retreat to whether or not they should keep this group for pastors, open. The center we will be having this meeting at, has a Christian labyrinth in the back. You don't see those too often anymore. There are very few places that have them. When you probably think of mazes, I’m sure some of you think of the one from the movie, ‘The Shining,’ That’s the one that comes to my memory first… A Christian Labyrinth is supposed to open up your spirit while you walk.

I know we have to create something more practical for our backyard here, to have youth events and weddings and so forth but I am hoping that we do not rule out doing more spiritual activities together. I am hoping as well that this will be beyond what we do when we gather here Sunday mornings. A couple of years back, I loved when I was allowed to lead the once-a-month Saturday renewal services at St. Philip's Church. We would do Centering prayer and Lectio Divina, sing Taize songs…. We would pray upon one another and we would make our own little Labyrinth of walking into the back area behind the sanctuary building that was a beautiful landscape just under the Metra track lines.  Some renewal services would include a rubric I invented which would be to write a personal prayer to God on a piece of paper, burn it and use the ashes to anoint the people to reflect. It would also be there, in that back-garden sanctuary that we would host a sunrise Easter morning service. This would be somewhat at the crack of dawn at 8 a.m. It's little things that make today matter for tomorrow. It's the little things we could do every day that jar our spirit and help us to realize our faith. Our faith is one that is fed by Christ, the resurrection alone is proof of the indestructibility of the claims of Christ. 

The claims and the strength of Christ Gospel is living into that spirit. This spirit that yes, is in temporal flesh, riding on a floating rock in space, hurtling to know who knows where… and it is while fearing nothing! Fear, mistrust, anxiety— all the garbage of the world is what weighs upon us and makes things seem futile. People who are depressed. People who are fighting to keep their bearings are lost in this wilderness. It is a wilderness of not trusting in the promise, not having enough faith to be motivated to respond. All God ever seeks of us is to respond in Grace, as we are His children. We may not be in the land of “milk and honey,” as the biting statement of New York Governor, Andrew Cuomo hits home. He says that “America was never that great....” but living on borrowed time means that we must fight to make things change. We must fight to make not only today matter, but tomorrow as well. We must build up that foundation within ourselves with Christ at the center. We must see that light even when the darkness seems to be overpowering, to move forward.

In speaking of fearing nothing and moving forward at the end of our Gospel this morning, just when Jesus is really pointing out their lack of faith, Simon Peter says Lord to whom can we go? You have the words of eternal life. He finishes this thought by saying: “… we have come to believe and know that you are the Holy One of God.” This is the beginning of Peter’s Journey. This is the new journey, that of course we'd hear much more about in the Book of Acts. In the Book of Acts, Peter almost becomes the Marvel superhero alongside the efforts of St. Paul. Hallelujah, Lord to whom shall we go, you have the words of eternal life, hallelujah, hallelujah. That verse is beautifully sung in some traditions before the Gospel is read. Having written and researched a paper all summer long on worship, I think it's wonderful that this is sung as the ultimate statement of believing and being fed by God's Word. Lord to whom shall we go? Do we say this enough in our daily prayers: Lord, where do you need me to go, what do you need me to Do? Do we trust His promise enough to feel that we can realize the kingdom of God, here and now or do we just lack faith?

So, you are a ghost, driving a meat-coated skeleton, made from stardust riding a rock hurtling through space… What are you really fearing? How are you going to live with this borrowed time, that is a gift from God in the here and now? Jesus Christ is the true bread from heaven, His Word is our meal… are you on a diet? It's in your hands, people. This space is not only a place we gather, but we're supposed to be doing things beyond it. Make today matter by being fulfilled, building upon that foundation. Create tomorrow by transcending it.

Let us pray,
Loving and Gracious God,
Help us to serve you. Help us to serve our neighbors by being filled with the spirit
Making a song in our hearts, being accountable to one another because of the Word of Christ.
Make our days on this floating rock in space matter
Make our lives matter during this borrowed time.
Let us partake in the bread of life, that You are for the world.
Amen

August 19th, 2018; Thirteenth Sunday after Pentecost; Proper 15; Year B; SOLA Lectionary
Sermon by: Reverend Nicole A.M. Collins
Psalm 34:12-22; Joshua 24:1-2a, 14-18; Ephesians 5:6-21; John 6:51-69





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