Ok, the cat’s out of the bag as they say… I have been praying upon and have finally decided to slowly but ever so slowly… begin writing a book taking a new perspective on Christian Existentialism. As some of you know, I was an existentialist before my conversion experience. This book that finally nagged me to DO; I am planning to call it: “A Theology Beyond The Self; A Christian Existential view of the New Nature.” What jarred my thinking about planning and beginning my book was the important thesis to today’s scripture passages: In choosing to prayerfully live into the New Nature planted in the heart by Grace through faith—one must adopt and adhere to an “attitude of Gratitude.”
Being grateful is something in the Gospel that calls us
to shed the bondage of the Old Nature and strive beyond the self to live and
love God and neighbor. It is a
stewardship to the soul, that inner spiritual person, not earthly bound but
spiritually and prayerfully bound to be expressed. The lepers in today’s Gospel
were in bondage to their illness but what lies underneath, as an ongoing
message to us all, is they needed to shed their attitudes. And as we saw, the
one cured leper realizes what Christ gave him beyond what is physically
apparent, but what Christ gave him spiritually, was what had him turn around to
praise and thank Christ for, this was his newly found freedom!
We are human creatures this is so and that earthly,
logical view we hold is as well, the Old Nature. The Old Nature goes beyond being the remnant
of Adam and Eve, our human wisdom and sense of “progress…” The Old Nature is something Jesus takes on as
the adversary to the Gospel of Grace he lived, gave and sacrificed for. We are often led astray in thinking through
the Old Nature, because it offers us the delusion of control and empty promises
that feed the self or a better term yet, the ego. The ego is that sense of the
self that wants to be the ultimate ruler of their own world. Living into that all-consuming world of the
self is creating an isolating spiritual death.
If it can’t be my way, what relevance is it to even do or become? What
does anything matter outside of my world, my needs?
You could go so as far to say that this attitude could
become destructive. It could become destructive enough to become something that
tries and succeeds in destroying faith. It
is like being that motionless, empty eye of the hurricane we’ve been hearing
about all week; Hurricane Matthew. We could metaphorically see the tentacles of
the winds and rains, destroying and scarring the landscape of what could truly
become the Kingdom of God in the here-and-now. This is what Christ Jesus has
been trying to teach us in His Living, Life-Giving Word! He has been trying to
teach us to live into truly being the children of Grace and Promise.
The fruits of the Kingdom of God are to naturally flow
once we tear away those human-made chains we have placed upon ourselves to truthfully
live into our faith. Boldly living into
our faith not as self-righteous zealots, mind you, but selfless, empowered
servants to the beautiful Gospel of Grace that DOES set us free! We are in a culture however that has acted
more or less like marshal law against faith.
Faith has become the enemy by the ways and means of our intellectual
divisiveness or “politics.” The Old
Nature, our “Old Adams and Eves” aspects of the self, want to control and suppress
the freedom that the Gospel of Christ is truly trying to reveal and instruct us
to incorporate.
Trying is a funny verb because in one sense to try is to
be hopeful in applying one’s self to something that matters—a goal, purpose. Trying could also be seen or felt in the
context of our complex lives, as suffering to accomplish a goal or purpose.
Straining one’s self beyond the self. It
isn’t natural, we are human creatures. We are more than easily swayed by the
empty promises from the ruler of this world, our true spiritual adversary,
Satan himself.
The other night, Phil and I watched another episode from
the new Exorcist series. What was wild
to see and think about was one scene in particular where the young teenage girl,
the priest suspects has been compromised by a demonic force, actually acts
out! This scene was both intriguing as a
person of faith as well as horrific.
While she was being harassed and physically groped by a young hoodlum on
an el train, the demon comes to her, embraces her and enters in. Upon entering her she is instantly endowed
with super human strength and throws the would-be assaulter nearly across the
train car floor. She then races and
looms over him proceeding to tear away his flesh, in order to tear out his
heart and eventually his eyes from their sockets! What I saw ironically from this gruesome scene
is what the devil does seek to destroy within us spiritually.
As you know, I have preached many a sermon about the
heart. The heart is the first church that the Holy Spirit does His work within
us to transform, and spiritually grow in our faith, to realize the Kingdom of
God in the here-and-now. The heart needs
vision, in order to see in more ways than one.
We need to see through the eyes of Christ to live faithfully into Grace
as loving, serving, being—through that New Natured freedom Christ planted
within us to reap! The New Nature is
that mustard seed planted within us to be reaped and grown into a mighty
faith. A mighty faith that branches out,
limbs stretched in giving, living—beyond the self.
Both of the metaphors I have used in this message could
be seen as a part of that spiritual battle we daily deal with. Do we choose to live and die unto our Old
Natured ways, or do we choose Christ and that New Nature? Do we choose real life? Remember now, Jesus was a realist and an
idealist in some senses. For what is
real life does include things we don’t understand or can control. These things do cause suffering if we are
unwilling to endure with a trusting and hopeful heart. How we are in this earthly life can, could be
destructive, if we allow ourselves to lose the battle.
Losing the battle is when we feel we can control not only
ourselves but others. Examples from this past century saw the rise of
socialism, atheism and consumerism. Losing the battle is losing sight on what
really matters—loving God and neighbor through a giving, open faith. The eye of
that hurricane, cannot see beyond those lashing walls of wind and rain that are
spewing most destructively away from this isolated core. This isolated core in relation to the self or
ego is truly, spiritually blind. The
young teenage girl seeking comfort and rescue from her internal battles,
centered around herself, seeks and invites the devil to embrace her pain and
uses it to truly kill!
The Gospel, the Good News of Christ Jesus, whom we’ve
been following for over 2,000 something years is neither cut and dry nor a
cake-walk for the disciple to faithfully, intentionally adhere to, grow from. This is the unpopular, radical,
counter-cultural aspect of just what is the Christian faith! It is certainly no health-wealth movement
neither is it a justification movement for self-righteousness and the false “liberties”
we feel entitled to. As Martin Luther once said in one form or another, we are not
entitled to anything! St. Paul even said something greater: We all fall short
of the glory of God. We were given the greatest gift and yet we are still even
more ungrateful for it. To fully live is
living a life as a freely responsible servant of Christ. Being and becoming that New Natured person
planted within your heart to be reaped as a faith that strives beyond the self.
The people all along the eastern coast from Florida up to
the Carolinas, are going to be dealing with horrible challenges as they come
back to rebuild and renew. Nature can be
a destructive force but nothing that can’t be reckoned with as long as you have
hope and trust in God. Let’s hear another statement of faith St. Paul wrote in
Philippians (4:3): “I can do all things
through Christ Jesus, who indeed has strengthened me!” My favorite Old Testament verse of hope,
(Psalm 69:32) as well, finishes this thought: Let the oppressed (those in
bondage to the world of the self) see it (your faith that is), and be glad; you
who seek God—let your hearts revive!
Revive is to survive as we turn our hearts and eyes upon that cross and
follow, breaking open those chains imprisoning a New freedom we have yet to
fully realize!
Let us Pray—
Gracious and loving Lord Jesus,
Help us to strive beyond ourselves
For Your will and purposes
They are to give us the ways and means
To reveal Your Kingdom in the here-and-now
Help us from ourselves when our will becomes a
destructive force
Against You and against our neighbor to our own death
May we truly reap that New Nature within us
It is Your Gospel, Your example above everything else
We need to faithfully, intentionally model
AMEN
October 9th,
2016; Twenty-first Sunday after Pentecost; Proper 23; Year C; SOLA Lectionary
Sermon By
Reverend Nicole A.M. Collins
Psalm 111; Ruth
1:1-19a; 2 Timothy 2:1-13; Luke 17:11-19
Below is a link to this sermon's delivery at the Grace Hub's House church service at 8am.
https://youtu.be/Y1LaSETd2Kw
Below is the link to the delivery at the Gathering North Church at 7pm
https://youtu.be/7-eydH-3dV8
https://youtu.be/Y1LaSETd2Kw
Below is the link to the delivery at the Gathering North Church at 7pm
https://youtu.be/7-eydH-3dV8
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