“I have got to leave to find my way. The ocean is the river’s goal. Strength and
courage overrides the privileged and weary eyes…” It is amazing how the Holy Spirit works each
and every week and every day for that matter for those first poetic lines I
recited come from that old REM classic, ‘Find the River.’ The moment I began to
chew on this week’s texts is when that song got stuck in my head and I had to
nearly play it every day either from my phone’s MP3 library or on my cd player
at home.
As we know the path of a river is forged over time. Its path only God knows the final
destination. Its flow, metaphorically
speaking, is shaped by our commitment and heart’s acquired knowledge. Grace is the tool which shapes and forges our
faith forward prayerfully and most beautifully.
God’s timing, Kairos time, is something we have a hard time being
patient with, in some senses the rocks in the river of our ever flowing forward
journey can become those stumbling blocks either the Evil One or our own weakness
puts into place.
Keeping that prayerful flow forward is the process of
discernment. The beautiful verse saying
that the ocean is the river’s goal, you could say is like how our faith journey’s
goal or mission is the Kingdom of God—the oneness of the greater Body! What we
have on earth, which we often get confused by, is thinking that the goal of
discipleship is the Body, or the physical gathering of “church.” The church in reality though, is a hollow
shell. Yes, it is a building but God calls us to build in another way… We
gather truly and most prayerfully to scatter!
Within our veins flows the life Christ Jesus won for us
at that Cross, through the Resurrection and now the ascending Jesus—helps us to
turn the page of our journeys! The Holy Spirit is now our internal discipling
coach encouraging and enabling us to discern God's plans revealed through the
eyes of our hearts enlightened. Enlightened to a greater purpose, a new
tributary into an unknown landscape… A landscape not marred by blood and death
but one that strength and courage combined must override—rise above. Overriding
our fears and doubts and taking that huge leap forward, boldly as an ambassador
for Christ—is being a missionary of the Gospel, for ALL to come to know and
grow from!
This past week, God’s Grace had me see myself in the
shoes of those disciples. I saw myself
there as a fisherman in that large and nearly overwhelming river… It was teaming with life, so much unseen but
thought about. I have many lines in that
river flowing around and by me. Often
times, I have felt like the negative verses in that REM song—as we can all
identify with at various points on our spiritual formation path: “This life
that pass before my eyes, nothing is going my way…” Indeed it is hard to be an optimist,
but is optimism for the Christian more or less trusting God and placing your
fears and doubts in His hands?
The amazing Book of Acts says so much about our
path. It is not only a wonderful window
into seeing the fruits of the mission ahead of the disciples but it gives us an
example. You must admit though, that we really have a hard time with wrapping
our minds around the faith journeys of those that happened some 2,000 years
ago. They become symbolic paintings
about time weaving themselves more or less into a foundation that is a physical
one (the church) than a spiritual one (our hearts).
In order for us to grow and go with the Gospel of Christ
Jesus boldly in the here and now… We
must take on the task at hand and travel where the Holy Spirit leads us. The heart’s knowledge shaped by and for Grace
gives us directions. What we discern
with prayerful humility is where God needs us to be. It may not feel right yet or your anxiety
makes you doubt and sometimes despair… BUT this is picking up those paddles and
chasing the waves which lead towards that greater Body—greater goal. Nothing is
ever aimless when Christ is at the center—the center of our lives and our
hearts!
Harboring strength for the journey is the cost and pain
of being a disciple of Jesus. It is
something we are all called to—a common oneness as we make our way, find our
way down that river… A week or two ago,
a beautiful person I only really came to know through “facebook…” lost her
battle with cancer. We both shared a love for our cats and for God. She, from what I came to know, also loved to
go fishing. Pastor Dawson loves fishing
too, I confess that I never have had the privilege.
I have never had the privilege of actually standing in a
river and becoming one with God’s beautiful creation but I can only imagine. Taking this into thinking of ourselves once
again in the shoes of those disciples in the Book of Acts… Would we be up to the task of being fishers
of people? Do we allow the Holy Spirit to guide our hearts to grab hold and
cast those lines, those nets out into those unknown waters? You have to imagine what the disciples were
thinking, Judas just killed himself for what he couldn’t bear having done to
Jesus and now they were casting lots who was going to be #12 to replace
him. Mind you, the disciples weren’t
coming from thinking in terms of being a business professional on this, “looking
at resumes”… they were carpenters, fisherman, tax collectors, etc.
No one ever said it was going to be easy. No one should
ever as well, give up! Satan’s work is
to discourage us, to make us feel the pain of doubt and insecurity even when God’s
messengers prayerfully tell us in so many ways that He gives us everything we
could ever need to find the path down that river… which leads to that great and
abundant ocean, fount of life—the Kingdom of God! Francis of Assisi echoes this
in saying: “It is no use walking anywhere to preach unless our walking is our
preaching.” Our prayerful discernment, moving forward, does bear fruit.
In my own life’s witness—which never forget, we are ALL
called to witness to the power of the Gospel, God’s work in our very lives(!) is
that river. It has been a rough ride, an unusual ride that only I can
claim. I am still an artist in many ways
except that my work and purpose are for the Lord. Everything I do, say and be, comes from Grace
working in my life naturally—where creating has a whole new function and mission.
I am still building upon that foundation within my heart to realize that path’s
final destination.
The Words of Jesus meant as a farewell address from the
Gospel writer John, completes in some senses who we are as children of Grace
and promise: “24Father, I desire that those
also, whom you have given me, may be with me where I am, to see my glory, which
you have given me because you loved me before the foundation of the world. 25“Righteous
Father, the world does not know you, but I know you; and these know that you
have sent me. 26I made your name known to them, and I will make it
known, so that the love with which you have loved me may be in them, and I in
them.”
We
have been given so much to be hopeful for and prayerful about. We need to step back within ourselves to find
our way in the world, but not of it. For the love of God and neighbor is to be
our strength and binding courage! Nothing is lost, for we have been found and
our hearts begin that journey forward…
Let
us pray—
Gracious
and loving Lord Jesus,
Help
us rise to the task
Help
us to wade through those challenges
Moving
forward upon a prayerful wisdom
Only
having You at the center of Our lives reveals
Those
lines are cast and we are beginning to reel them in
May
our lives find the peace and glory of that unity
The
Unity that is, the Kingdom of God
AMEN
May 8th, 2016; Ascension
texts (May 5th) & Seventh Sunday of Easter; Year C; SOLA
Lectionary
Sermon by
Reverend Nicole A.M. Collins, FODM
Ascension of
Our Lord: Acts 1:1-11; & Ephesians 1:15-23 Seventh Sunday of Easter: Acts
1:12-26; & John 17:20-26
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The link below is to this sermon's delivery at the Grace Hub's house church service at 8am:
https://youtu.be/CpyDtaiM9IA
The link below is to this sermon's delivery at the Grace Hub's house church service at 8am:
https://youtu.be/CpyDtaiM9IA
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