Knowing the Way, the truth and the life to live is indeed having Christ at the center of who you are. It is realizing yourself beyond the unmoving spiritual stone you once were. It is an ongoing process of formation that is both painful at times and at others, an amazing blessing!
The
road there however, to knowing the Way will not have easy sign posts if any at
all. Your very core will be shaken by
Satan and his minions’ efforts to move you away from the truth and steep you
into death and doubt. A life to live is
not just marked between our parameters of time but God’s time.
For
the past month and a half I have worn a necklace designed for Kairos
ministries. Kairos itself, is a Greek
word that means in God’s time. It is one
that goes beyond referring to perseverance and suffering for the sake of the
Gospel... It asks you what basically is
printed on the back of the cross which is:
“Christ is counting on you.”
Sojourning
the journey is introspective and personal, for how can we TRUTHFULLY share the
Gospel if we do not authentically share as one human being to another? What are we afraid of? Stephen, like John the Baptist, couldn’t keep
his mouth shut and incensed people to the point of killing him by the stone.
The
same material used for building—stones can be either of progress or of
stagnation and death. There is one stone
that is the building block to the life of faith that is Christ, the
cornerstone. He is not only the pillar
of strength to your entire structure of faith (a manifestation of Grace) but he
is also that stone that guides the structure of your faith to turn that
corner. Is it really turning that corner
into the unknown (?) or is it trusting in that corner holding onto the Lord’s
hand with grateful tears that you are blessed and set apart to be a blessing to
others.
Blessed
to being a blessing to others is something I learned on the journey from Pastor
Eric. There will be many people the Lord
places in your path to help His efforts in leading and guiding you as you
journey to find your place within the priesthood of Christ Jesus. At the beginning of this “sojourn,” Pastor
Bill was the one whom God first used to point me up the road to experience my
conversion experience the late summer of 2003.
Grace
is an all-caps, Hollywood sign-sized reality etched into the heart of those who
truthfully allow God to lead. There is
no other formulation, it is a ‘concrete,’ truth. It is a concrete truth contrary to the ways
of the world... where tears are shed for joy rather than sadness and loss... where
heads and hearts are turned sternly and often painfully away from the past to
look directly into the new path ahead.
The
valley of the Sun is the next leg of the journey. Perhaps it should be called the valley of the
Son since the new life lived will be one realized as Ministry in all caps as
the fruit of Grace and perseverance. Living into being/ becoming the hands and
feet of Christ in the world as His ardent disciple discipling others to grow
and go.
Serendipity
is one of the pleasant aspects of sojourning God’s path, formation into His
priesthood. I say this for of all
unusual circumstances waiting in a long line to practice processing for our
diplomas, this past Friday; I met another Lutheran. Never saw her around the campus for she was
in an entirely different program than I was.
The jokes were: “And I thought I
was the only token Lutheran at TEDS...
Calvinism gives me a headache.”
She
by no means had an easy journey, in fact her former pastor was vehemently
against her studying at Trinity concerned about doctrinal issues over
truthfully more important ones: spiritual.
“Things they don’t teach you in seminary,” has become a staple pet
phrase that has become popular enough to even be a face book forum discussion
page. Perhaps this could be renamed as “Things
they don’t teach you to truly/ truthfully follow Jesus.”
Stephen
unlike Thomas, knew what the issues were and said it like it is via the “honest
planet:” “51You stiff-necked
people, uncircumcised in heart and ears, you are forever opposing the Holy
Spirit, just as your ancestors used to do. 52Which of the prophets
did your ancestors not persecute? They killed those who foretold the coming of
the Righteous One, and now you have become his betrayers and murderers. 53You
are the ones that received the law as ordained by angels, and yet you have not
kept it.”
Well of
course as we know, people didn’t like hearing the truth of Stephen’s words and
stoned him to death. Burying the light
and life of Christ under impermeable stones—out of sight, out of mind... Jesus in today’s Gospel had to lay it out in
concrete and unbending terms for the disciples to truly know what they indeed
needed to hear: “’ 6Jesus said to him, ‘I am the way, and the truth,
and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”
As
children of God always learning and growing into following Jesus; everything we
do shapes the next leg of the journey.
The way to survival is an unwavering hope. It may not be fully understood at the moment
but necessary to hear. The disciples of
Jesus were ordinary men from all walks of life and gifts. Many things Jesus said and did were very
difficult for them to grasp: 7If you know me, you will know my
Father also. From now on you do know him and have seen him.’
8 Philip said to him, ‘Lord, show us
the Father, and we will be satisfied.’ 9Jesus said to him, ‘Have I
been with you all this time, Philip, and you still do not know me? Whoever has
seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, “Show us the Father”? 10Do
you not believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The words that
I say to you I do not speak on my own; but the Father who dwells in me does his
works.”
Being
and becoming in union with Christ spiritually is what shapes the discipleship
journey. There are a lot of valleys and
deserts one can become stranded in—to be buried in the darkness of
contemplation and death... Another friend at my former school and I recently
talked about our journeys to serve the Lord.
He is still in the “school of Athens for Jesus,” wound up in doctrinal,
political forums and frankly buried alive, spiritually-deprived... where his
journey has no guiding light or prospects of serving. He is merely accepting this unguided valley/
darkened desert and dwindling more dollars and years away as a “professional
student” with no human support and very little faith.
This
is a lot like Stephen’s words to the crowd of leaders in the temple, they are
harsh but what is the gospel if it is not TRUTHFULLY and honestly
proclaimed? If it is not truly,
authentically heard? It becomes doctrinal,
pious platitudes—impermeable, indifferent stones crumbling away around the
cornerstone of faith: Christ Jesus—our reason to live into the Way, Truth and
the Life of GRACE. Can’t break away from
that or bury it in small, visually comfortable letters or expressions, world
news and politics... It is the reality of faith.
We
are all capable builders. The raw
material is the heart where God’s Holy Spirit first works within us to build a
great and glorious faith. A great and
glorious faith that has sojourned through and down all kinds of paths where the
Love and Grace of God is the light and life keeping you alive and regenerating
you to die to the past and move into the future. A future lived, continually fed by the
spiritual milk of the Gospel, to know and grow into the Way, TRUTH and the
Life--JESUS.
AMEN
May 18th, 2014; 5th
Sunday of Easter; Year A; SOLA Lectionary Nicole
Collins
Psalm 146; Acts 6:1-9, 7:2,
51-60; 1 Peter 2:2-10; John 14:1-14
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ReplyDeleteI had posted the wrong link. This is the book which I most highly recommend related to "What you can't learn in seminary!" Congratulations on graduating! http://www.amazon.com/What-Ministers-Cant-Learn-Seminary/dp/068744652X/ref=sr_1_fkmr0_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1400359789&sr=8-1-fkmr0&keywords=What+Ministers+Don%27t+Learn+in+Seminary
ReplyDeleteThanks Pastor Donna! :) Now I have time to read it~~
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