Every
coming Spring there are a new set of graduates coming from all kinds of
experiences and all taking that bold step forward into the great unknown. There may be family members and friends
cheering on in the background or there may not be and the individual is
stepping out feeling completely on their own, completely alone. It’s common, simple human anxiety of reaching
that light at the end of the tunnel and now you’re at the proverbial end of the
diving board… Are you ready to dive in?
There
some people who you have to wonder what they’re doing as “career students”
perpetually adding on another new three letter tags to their last name but what
are they really going to do with it? Somehow they are allowing themselves to be
stuck in the process of Becoming over Doing.
We have all kinds of ways to acquire knowledge in our very human world…
but to what rules do we guide our hearts by?
It
hasn’t helped that this has been the most spiritually draining winter in a
number of years… to wonder about not only the fate of the world but where your
feet should trod in the Name of Christ.
Being the hands and feet of Jesus here and now can at times feel like
that “salt-shortage” taking place across the Midwest where more and more cities
are adding sand to their mix of salt. If
anyone recalls however… sand does not build a solid foundation… things that
rest upon it cannot hold integrity!
The
sermon on the mount has us hear, last Sunday, the beautiful new commandments of
Jesus—the Beatitudes. This week’s Gospel
turns toward our guiding motivation to live into the lifestyle of GRACE as
being salt and light—ACTIVE disciples.
Not works’ righteous motivated active disciples… but GRACE—faith manifested,
ACTIVE disciples.
I’m
sure every seminarian graduate this coming Spring wants to hear Jesus say over
and over to ease their anxiety and uncertainty: “13“You
are the salt of the earth; but if salt has lost its taste, how can its
saltiness be restored? It is no longer good for anything, but is thrown out and
trampled under foot. 14“You are the light of the world. A city
built on a hill cannot be hid. 15No one after lighting a lamp
puts it under the bushel basket, but on the lamp stand, and it gives light to
all in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine
before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your
Father in heaven.”
Letting your light shine requires a
bold step forward in the face of adversity and condemnation… We are both saint
and sinner and Satan seems to have the upper hand in dragging our enthusiasm
down with fear and doubt. We must not
allow this to happen! Easier said than
done are the words we want to cave back into operating from. It is easier to stay and hide back in our
school of Athens for Jesus’ sake!
The other day I was talking with a
friend who’s had a pretty rough journey. He’s been trampled on by denominational
politics, age discrimination and personal financial dramas. Right now he’s working as a janitor for the
Boy Scouts club finishing a post Divinity degree waiting in spiritual limbo to
hear if he will be finally approved to truly use his hands and feet for Christ
in the parish. It was sad to hear his
anger and bitter tears coming through the other end of the line… It didn’t seem too wise of a thing to want to
say: but you are doing Christ’s work right now—everything in God’s time and BE
encouraged—Stay Encouraged!
Pastor Eric used to tell me on
occasion that all seminarians should do work study at a Kohl’s customer service
window to really get a hands-on feel for serving people. Servant leadership is taught as an ideal on
the back-burner of seminary academia “Olympics,” not necessarily built up to be
a value, yet. Which from hearing the
emotional distress and anxiety from my friend, I kind of wondered. Do we emerge as the Chrysalis from the cocoon
to merely be drawn right into the flames?
Like the refining fire of the Holy
Spirit, to one degree we are drawn, as St. Paul says to his wayward
Corinthians: “9But, as it is written, “What no eye has seen, nor ear
heard, nor the human heart conceived, what God has prepared for those who love
him”— 10these things God has revealed to us through the Spirit;
for the Spirit searches everything, even the depths of God. 11For
what human being knows what is truly human except the human spirit that is
within? So also no one comprehends what is truly God’s except the Spirit of
God. 12Now we have received not the spirit of the world, but
the Spirit that is from God, so that we may understand the gifts bestowed on us
by God. 13And we speak of these things in words not taught by
human wisdom but taught by the Spirit, interpreting spiritual things to those
who are spiritual.”
Spiritual formation is a hands-on
education. It is a spirit motivating
journey and process. By no means should
anyone ever feel they have “arrived” spiritually for it is not possible or
encapsulated by human standards. All of
our formation into the Body is a life time’s intentional journey-built wisdom
that God leads within us as Faith.
In contrast to the one friend I
mentioned above, there’s another friend I know who has been trampled on and is
still hanging in there… But he has no
idea what he wants to do in ministry and no real plans. He assures me that he is being nurtured and
mentored by the same people who have successfully placed glass ceilings above
his head. Should his faith and tenacity
be admired? Yes, but is he trying to
build a foundation for his light to shine in the world upon sand?
With the best of intentions in
coming to define the standards of true wisdom through the lens of the world… we
manifest the same problem as the Corinthians: “14Those who are
unspiritual do not receive the gifts of God’s Spirit, for they are foolishness
to them, and they are unable to understand them because they are spiritually
discerned. 15Those who are spiritual discern all things, and
they are themselves subject to no one else’s scrutiny.16“For who has
known the mind of the Lord so as to instruct him?” But we have the mind of
Christ.”
The Beautiful attitudes of Jesus’
new spiritual commandments are just that: SPIRITUAL. It’s not quantitative, controllable, or “wise”
to our materialistic, intellectual standards of judgment—it is God’s standards!
In thinking about my own milestone, next year will make 20 years after my first
masters in my first career as an artist. My own Chrysalis has been formed with
gratitude and GRACE—everything the Good Lord has lead me through in my life’s
journey has been for a greater purpose and plan!
Being motivated by God to have your
heart shaped for a greater purpose is experiencing that refining fire. I read a review of one of my favorite films
which I preached on last week—“Groundhog Day.”
The author of the review talks about Bill Murray’s character, Phil
Connors, going through the stage of “existential terror…” when in the process
of spiritually beginning to transform into the New nature Phil Connors. Existential terror is a secular,
self-contained definition of basically hiding our lamps under the bushel Jesus
speaks about in today’s Gospel text.
If we have faith shaped by GRACE,
why would we cave into “existential terror,” in the first place? Paul’s
Christ-shaped wisdom is something we need to intentionally hear and live
deeply: “9But, as it is written, “What no eye has seen, nor ear
heard, nor the human heart conceived, what God has prepared for those who love
him.” Next Spring, I will be in the same
place as my friend, I will be finishing my Divinity degrees hoping upon hope to
BE a great light for Jesus’ sake. I want
to love God and neighbor as a parish pastor. God is my gracious guide, my heart
is obedient to hear Him! May your lives be guided by the beautiful attitudes
Jesus put in place as a New kind of righteousness, a New path for us to
actively lead and follow! Melt away the
winter of fear, anxiety and ways of the world with the true guiding light of
GRACE and wisdom—Christ Jesus!
AMEN
February 9th, 2014; 5th Sunday
after Epiphany; Year A; SOLA Lectionary Nicole
Collins
Isaiah 58:3-9; Psalm 112:1-9; 1
Corinthians 2:1-16; Matthew 5:13-20
Just curious - who is the congregation/target audience for this sermon?
ReplyDeleteIt is for a general peer/ ministry audience as all of them here have been to a degree. The ones I have done for Condell Hospital follow their sub-theme. All of my sermons focus towards the spiritual/ discipleship formation. Hope that helps! :)
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