Saturday, July 30, 2016

"A Beautiful Foundation;" Sermon for Sunday July 31st, 2016 by Rev. Nicole A.M. Collins, FODM



I don’t know how many of you have seen the 1973 musical film classic, ‘Godspell,’ but there is a beautiful song in there that just connected the spiritual dots for me to the heart of our lessons for today as well as for our consideration of all of creation.  The song is literally called, ‘Beautiful City,’ if any of you recall the film, the cast begins this song by traipsing through the empty streets of Manhattan singing this tune without a care.  The pure expression of joy is more than apparent.

A lot like the Psalm assigned for today, which is Psalm 100, they are praising God with what I would like to call, an “attitude of gratitude.” Jesus leads the disciples in singing: “Come sing me sweet rejoicing, Come sing me love. We're not afraid of voicing all the things we've been dreaming of…everywhere we go… He continues to sing of our future hope: “We can build a beautiful city. Yes we can! Call it out and call it the city of man!”  However this is not the kind of building we’re naturally disposed to imagine or think of… This is all around the spirit.

Jesus continues to remind them just like in His parable for this Sunday about the foolish Rich man that to build this foundation… we don’t need worldly things but we need and must focus upon spiritual things! I believe this beautiful foundation begins not only in the believer’s heart but in the family.  We are God’s children of Grace and promise. We have been freed by the beautiful gift of Christ saving us in more ways than one. He freed us in order for us to spiritually grow to live fully and give fully. Kind of the opposite of Ecclesiastes’ cynical rant of the vanity of “eat, drink and be merry…”

Being at home with Christ at the center of your heart creates a whole new perspective.  This is what I would like to call taking on Saint Paul’s challenge in today’s snippet from Colossians: In order to live fully into the lifestyle of Grace which is all around us, in all of creation—we must be willing to give.  Giving here means being spiritually open to shaping your soul to God’s will putting to death as Paul says—the Old Nature and rising in the New Nature which is the seed of hope planted in our hearts by Christ’s victory at the Cross.

What exactly is the New Nature?  Well of all irony we can see a glimpse of it in the innocence and beauty of God’s creatures.  Yes you’ve heard me right, the innocence in God’s creatures.  This is what St. Francis of Assisi realized as well as his female Franciscan counterpart Saint Clare.  As some of you know, I am a postulant in a wonderful order—the Franciscan Order of Divine Mercy which is a separate community stemming out of the Lutheran Orthodox Church.  They are definitely small in numbers but not in faith or passion at all!

Each and every week, I am given wonderfully prayerful assignments that are not worldly tasks but spiritually shaping tasks.  And some of them come from this really scary heavy book you see me holding here—the Omnibus of Sources—everything and anything that exists in writing from or about St. Francis of Assisi and St. Clare. These tasks are always looking inward and seeing or should I say realizing where God’s guiding Grace is leading you and needing you to transform—change for the better as a disciple of Jesus and truly for the sake of others. 

For the sake of others, St. Francis and St. Clare founded a guiding pathway or spiritual discipline in order to realize the foundation to the Kingdom of God.  This starts in seeing the beauty of creation and in God’s innocent creatures.  In short, that’s why this Sunday in particular there are either pet blessings or foot washing rituals.   They not only remind us of our charge and commission to faithfully live into our discipleship to Christ but faithfully remind us of truly the beauty of all of creation.

One of the treasures I have acquired from my grandmother at her passing in 2003 was a porcelain statue of St. Francis sadly missing the hand that is reaching out to allow a dove to perch upon it.  This artifact now watches over the urns of all of my beloved former cats.  I have had a dynasty of cats nearly going back 20 something years.  It is interesting as well that strangely nearly all of my cats have passed away near to the date of my grandmother’s death which was in February of that year…

February, the month of celebrating Valentine’s day as well as for my husband and I, our engagement anniversary which was on you guessed it, Valentine’s day.  Valentine’s Day in our culture has come to symbolize many things.  It’s a real money maker for greeting card companies, florists, candy makers, restaurants and so on.  Our culture as well perhaps sees it more often being about “eros” love which that is the Biblical Greek word for romantic, erotic love.  I don’t think we picture all too often the other aspects of Love which are at the heart of living into our faith.  These are philos (brotherly love), sergos (familial love) and agape (divine love or better understood as unconditional love).

Agape love is something Jesus says in nearly every other paragraph in many a Gospel text as well as His servant Paul preaches and teaches in nearly all of his letters to the various churches he helped to establish in building the foundation of faith for the sake of Christ Jesus and His Gospel.

Agape love is a challenge for us—it creates a spiritual tension for us. The world caters more often than not to enabling us to envision a world swirling around ourselves. This world and its gospel cater more or less to the unholy trinity of I, Me, and Mine storing up just as Jesus says empty treasures that you don’t take with you when you die.  And Ecclesiastes or better known as Solomon, King David’s son expresses a bitter or cynical lament that these earthly treasures and toil is purely vanity and is like chaff in the wind…  For what purposes does it really serve?  Greed and indifference are the substructure to the ugly fruits of consumerism and selfishness.

Agape love however is what the Beatitudes of Jesus calls us to incorporate not merely contemplate.  The simplified summary of that thought is in order to do “the do’s of the Gospel,” we need to discipline ourselves to the Gospel’s selfless and loving demands upon us.  St. Francis saw this as a natural, willingness or faith-filled obedience.  Today we see this most simply enough in the creatures we have chosen to adopt into our own human families, our pets.  They show us genuine innocence and simplicity in the joy of simply living and loving others or I should say their owners.

The treasures of heaven are living naturally into an obedience to love God and neighbor which is or should I say can be the beautiful life-time’s journey aspect of our faith—building that foundation of LOVE.  It takes however, our painful perseverance and patience.  Those radical words, painful words we really have a hard time owning up to, being accountable to or simply faithfully adhering to. Some of us become crabby, lamenting cynics like Ecclesiastes while others battle between hope and despair in general.

My journey with the Franciscan Order continually challenges me not only as a disciple of Jesus but as a pastor.  Am I nurturing my heart to be shaped by Jesus’ Living Words?  Am I trusting in Him during my moments of doubts and pain?  Or am I allowing the world and its temporal comforts to inebriate me with a false hope that doesn’t truly care enough or at all for the sake of my neighbor?

There again is that statement: For my neighbor.  Just the other day, I was in the midst of my own spiritual rant to some close friends, not too unlike Ecclesiastes’ rant of what have I really done and was it worth it?  This came out of feeling some despair in and around our favorite sin or vice—money. All of my ministry with the exception of ‘Visiting Angels’ is voluntary or very lightly stipended…  This as you can imagine makes things very difficult for both my husband and I to merely “survive.” 

Life has so much more to offer though… I realized that later in focusing my heart back into prayer and seeing whom I must continue to serve and fight for: God.  I have been truly blessed, I have been blessed to be on the ground floor of planting two churches and now a third church which is my own house church and online ministry, the Grace Hub. I have been blessed to have wonderful caring friends, my wonderful husband and my wonderful children of another species, Louie and Issy to help me stay on Christ’s path of service.  I need to put my hope into Christ that He knows my future, and I shouldn’t toil or worry about it but continue to DO and BE all that I can be for His Gospel’s sake and for my neighbor!

I need to continue to be hopeful for the future beyond the pains and anxiety the world interjects into it, to return to putting up that foundation for the beautiful city of God as His disciple, as His child of Grace and Promise and most importantly as my response, reflection of unconditional, aspiring selfless love to Him and my neighbor.  As I had shared this with Ken, my Bishop Abbott of the Franciscan Order, he gave me a beautiful assignment to walk and reflect in nature itself.  Perhaps this morning’s pet blessing is a happy medium between the two. But I’m sure I will find many more occasions to wander into the wilderness of God’s fantastic creation!

We are gathered here as Christ’s family, a collective Body of individuals with our own families and loving creatures sharing in that joyful song of praise both the Psalmist sings and that Godspell song.  We don’t need bricks or mortar, we need commitment in the form of willing hearts and minds to live it in order to give it—the Gospel that is! We are the beautiful hope of the Gospel the Lord is hoping to teach us and shape us to realize!  It is not founded through politics, worldly idolatries or agendas… it is a movement that begins in that first church—the heart.  We make the change by faith. As our faith grows the fruits of our labor are definitely not “vanities or chaff in the wind…” but LOVE abounding as kindness, peace, mercy, compassion, innocence and much more!  The beautiful mortar to that beautiful foundation is living Grace, our spiritual response to God!

Let us pray,
Most gracious and beautiful God,
There is so much we need to learn and grow from
Help guide and guard our hearts as we are daily commissioned and challenged to serve
Help us to see the beauty of creation that not only surrounds us truly
But dwells truly within us as that New Natured seed planted by Christ in our hearts to reap
To Reap with joy, hope and spiritual riches our lives lived towards Your Gospel
Faithfully reveal.
AMEN

July 31st, 2016; 11th Sunday after Pentecost; Proper 13; Year C; SOLA Lectionary
Sermon by: Reverend Nicole A.M. Collins, FODM
Psalm 100; Ecclesiastes 1:2, 12-14; 2:18-26; Colossians 3:1-11 & Luke 12:13-21



The link below is to this sermon's delivery at the Grace Hub's house church service at 8am.

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Saturday, July 23, 2016

"Opening The Door;" Sermon for Sunday July 24th, 2016 by: Rev. Nicole A.M. Collins, FODM



“Seek ye first the kingdom of God
And His righteousness
And all these things shall be added unto you
Allelu, alleluia
Man does not live by bread alone
But by every word
That proceeds from the mouth of God
Allelu, alleluia
Ask and it shall be given unto you
Seek and ye shall find
Knock and the door shall be opened unto you
Allelu, alleluia”

Truth be told this is probably one of my most favorite Cursillo songs.  It also happened to pop into my mind this week when I was starting to spiritually chew on the texts for this Sunday.  Both the Gospel and Paul’s snippet to the Colossians this week are about instructions in Faith.  The spiritual instruction however this week is digging deeper into opening that spiritual door in our heart.  Opening that spiritual door is what we know as truly incorporating your faith into practice.  This is also known as living it to give it. This begins as Jesus teaches His disciples to pray.

Prayer is a funny thing.  Why do I say that?  It is something that can be formal or it can be completely organic and flowing.  Its power depends however, upon you.  This leads me to share a profoundly spiritual experience I had this past week in ministering for the first time to a suffering man in a rehabilitation center.  For 40 years this man has been a bodily prisoner to this facility, which is merely maintaining his “flesh.”  He is a sufferer from a severe traumatic brain injury.  He can no longer talk, he can barely open his eyes yet alone is vaguely aware of your presence in the room.

As most of you know, ‘Visiting Angels’ has been a financial support to my pioneering church ministries.  It has also been fulfilling in some areas God has called me to serve which is to Love my neighbor.  I visit people in their various places of need, I am there to fill the gaps in the often empty places they suffer in need to fill.  For the elderly man I regularly care for, his mind keeps fading away and I am there to remind him where he is.  My kindness and listening heart reminds him indirectly however, whose he is. That is my goal anyway as both a minister of the Gospel and as a disciple of Jesus, my Lord and savior.

This young man that I just started this past week, I really didn’t know why the family needed me there at all.  It would have been most tempting to merely listen to the news on the television they had on blaring in the background…  but the more I studied how not only the pattern of care he was receiving was very neglectful at this facility… frankly terrible…. I wondered and then I felt that prayerful empathy, grief come—as prayer!  This man has been for all intents and purposes, dead to the body for 40 years… but most profoundly I could only imagine, drifting in a spiritual state perhaps walking hand in hand with Jesus at his side already.

At first each and every morning I would come to visit I would start to pray over him.  I read healing prayers from my occasional services minister book, then I read prayers from my ‘For All the Saints’ devotional then there was Friday morning…  This morning in particular, he was not in a good place.  No one it seemed had checked his breathing apparatus and it was not only clogging but he was expressing pain.  I once again was out in the hallway trying to flag down or “tackle” a nurse to come to his aid…  Each and every time, a nurse would come during these visits, they would respond with either: “It’s not my floor,” or “He’s not on my list…,” or my favorite, “I’ll need to find a nurse who’s on duty…”

Meanwhile, he’s nearly turned blue and on Friday his face contorted to express a silent scream.  It was at seeing this expression, I couldn’t hold back some tears and a real, genuine prayer flowed forward…  First I began the prayer silently then I started to whisper it saying over and over: “Dear Lord Jesus may he know Your love, peace and mercy!”  I literally said this over and over and it became a meditation.  The tears disappeared to a profound focus on praying.  I can truly say I felt like I prayed my brains out over this man!  And I couldn’t help it but it felt wonderfully freeing and it was like the Lord heard my cries of compassion for this man!

At that point, I noticed something amazing, I kid you not but he stopped his writhing and became silent and at peace.  I also was shocked to notice that he must have heard or understood some of my whispering prayers because a small line of tears ran from his closed eyes down his face.  It was also at this point that finally a nurse came in to drain him and change all these tubes and whatnot…

Think of all of what I mentioned so far this morning as not only a real-life illustration but as a parable to the very fragile balance we all are entwined in.  This fragile balance I speak of is life and death.  Christ Jesus came to me this week through truly ministering in a very natural way—my heart was focused in prayer and it had to be my own prayer.  It had to be the kind of prayer that knows deeply as St. Paul was trying to teach the Colossians to spiritually hear—Jesus is our completion to know and live into the lifestyle of Grace as children of His prevailing mercy and promise.

This very fragile balance of life and death not only encompass the physical reality of the body but also speaks to the spiritual reality as the Body of Christ in the world with a mandate to spread and live into the Good News! This is incorporation, being you incorporate the Good News—LIVE it! You never stop learning.  This is something our current culture doesn’t really seem to understand or has made more of a manifestation of intellectual progress…  But is it “progress,” when we see the world news and what’s going in even our own backyards… everywhere as a circus of violence, murder and protests?

Has much really changed in the past 2,000 years?  Are we beginning to see humanity return perhaps, back to a primitive state of lawlessness and its ugly fruits of violence—death?  I wonder… and I pray.  We cannot lose hope, even if things seem desperate and horrible… No matter if we feel, “who am I?” or “what can I really DO and BE for my neighbor?” We must not as St. Paul said: “18…let anyone disqualify you, insisting on self-abasement and worship of angels, dwelling on visions, puffed up without cause by a human way of thinking…”  He continues to say what we must meditate upon daily, he says:  19and not holding fast to the head, from whom the whole body, nourished and held together by its ligaments and sinews, grows with a growth that is from God.”

Our spiritual formation is dependent upon Christ at the center of our lives in faith.  Faith however is dependent on our taking seriously growing to understand and realize God’s Grace which is abundant and connects us all together as a greater fellowship—Body in the world for the Gospel’s purposes!  The Franciscan Order I have been spiritually forming under has been wonderful here in being intentional in harboring a deeply connected life through prayer.  Ironically I wasn’t even aware of that when I was praying over that man, I was just faithfully and completely engaged in prayer, period.

This coming Sunday the 31st will be a wonderful marathon of ministry for me after my house church service. First I will be serving as the pulpit supply back in Chicago for a small church leading as well their pet blessing rite! Then in the evening the Gathering North will be hosting a foot washing rite and of course pizza night.  Should be a condensed but wonderful day nonetheless!  No matter what God has prepared for you, no matter how busy your days be compacted with… it’s what you do through them and where you are spiritually engaged with them, that really matters…

What really matters may not be where you think you need to be, but this is how God’s guiding Grace works through your life.  Just on the news this morning there was a little blip of kindness shared in a story about two policemen noticing a struggling elderly woman trying to make her way home.  The officers helped her back to her house to notice she had nearly no food left.   She didn’t as well have any food in her refrigerator.  The police officers out of their own pockets went to the store and filled her cabinets and refrigerator with food. 

Perhaps the media aired this story as a “political tool” to jar people to think about the latest attacks against policemen across the nation…  But instead of us always “assuming” in our human understanding of things… couldn’t this merely be a wonderful act of kindness, period?  On that same breath, being just merely a “paid” caregiver coming in for only an hour and an half three times a week to visit a vaguely conscious man… just doing “my job?”  Let me tell you folks, that WAS NOT “paid” prayers!  Those prayers came from a place and reality of God at work in my heart to love and give compassion, mercy and peace to my neighbor!

Whether you have a desk job or busily engaged in the “work” of the world… Christ can motivate our hearts to do and be for the Gospel wherever we are as the Body, through the spirit.  We need to daily reflect on our lives where we are, whose we are and why we choose to truly LIVE.  We then need to confess to our Lord and savior Jesus that we want to truly “progress” as His disciples…  This progress however is not to be built by any false Gospels’ agendas but by and through Christ alone.  And through Christ Alone empowering our hearts to serve faithfully, we incorporate faithfully God’s Living Word into all we do and say as a natural response.  This natural response is what renews us transforming us into who God needs us to be and become for His sake!  I can wholeheartedly say this is the truth for I grew and renewed myself in praying over that man this past week.

All of us are called and gifted and we must not take that for granted yet alone feel what can we really do to love God and our neighbor? From a natural, and prayerful place… We just need to open that door…

Let us Pray—
Loving and Gracious God,
You alone, know where we faithfully are
Guide us to faithfully incorporate Your teachings
Help us to open the doors to our hearts and let You in!
Help us to give prayer and live prayer as well
May Your Love, Peace and Mercy
Teach us to live beyond ourselves for the sake of the Gospel!
May we never not be grateful for everything You have freely given us
May we become freely responsible servants to Your Gospel’s goal.
AMEN

July 24th 2016; Tenth Sunday after Pentecost; Proper 12; Year C; SOLA Lectionary
Sermon by: Reverend Nicole A.M. Collins, FODM
Psalm 138; Genesis 18:17-33; Colossians 2:6-19; Luke 11:1-13



Below is a link to this sermon's delivery at the Grace Hub at 8am:
https://youtu.be/mYL4W5JsW38


This sermon's delivery at the Gathering North Church 7pm:
https://youtu.be/wQF3bjRl2DQ